He stops her, breaking rudely into her sentence. He cannot bear to hear
that it is only at the magic of his name that his poor faithful love
lifts her sick head.
"Yes, yes; I remember."
"Some one ought to sit up with her, I am sure," pursues Cecilia, still
with that same helpless air of disquiet; "she ought not to be left alone
all night; but who? I should be more than willing to do it, but I know
that I should fall asleep in five minutes, and I am such a heavy sleeper
that, when once I am off, there is no possibility of waking me. I am a
dreadfully bad sick-nurse; father can never bear to have me near him
when he has the gout."
Burgoyne is too well aware of the perfect truth of this last statement
to attempt any contradiction of it.
"Amelia has always been the one to sit up when any one was ill,"
continues she woefully; "and even now, by a stupid confusion of ideas, I
catch myself thinking, 'Oh, Amelia will sit up with her!' before I can
realize that _her_ is Amelia herself."
Jim can well sympathize with this same confusion, when, several times
during his walk back to the Piazza d'Azeglio, a muddled thought of
comfort, in the idea that he will go and tell Amelia what a terrible day
of anxiety about some one he has been having, taps at the door of his
brain. The portals of No. 12 are once again opened to him by Annunziata,
who indicates to him, by a series of compassionate gestures and liquid
Tuscan sentences, that the _povero_ is still within, and the Padrona,
who this time also appears on the scene, and who is possessed of
somewhat more English than her handmaid, intimates, albeit with a good
deal of sympathy for his sufferings, yet with still more of
determination, that it would be no bad thing were he to be removed,
since, whether the sun shines or the rain falls, people must live, and
the apartment has to be prepared for new occupants.
Anything that speaks less intention of removing than Byng's pose, when
his friend rejoins him, it would be difficult to imagine. He is
stretched upon the parquet floor, with his head lying on the small
footstool that has been wont to support Elizabeth's feet; her rifled
workbasket stands on the floor beside him, while her bit of embroidery
half shrouds his distorted face. The needle, still sticking in it, may
prick his eyes out for all he cares; the book she last read is open at
the page where she has put her mark of a skein of pale silk; and the
yellow anemones, that he must have plucked for her yesterday in drenched
Vallombrosa, are crushed under his hot cheek. But outwardly he is quite
quiet. Jim puts his hand on his shoulder.
"Come away, there is no use in your staying here any longer."
As he receives no answer, he repeats the exhortation more imperatively,
"Come."
"Why should I come? Where should I come to?" says the young man, lifting
his head, "where can I find such plain traces of her as here? I will
stay."
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