He is out of the church; he is in the fiacre waiting at the door: he is
tearing through the streets, with the hot summer air flowing in a quick
current against his face. He thinks afterwards at what a pace the horse
must have been going, and how the poor jade must have been lashed to
keep it up to that useless speed. At the time he thinks nothing, he
feels nothing. He rushes through the court of the hotel, rushes through
what seem to be people; he thinks afterwards that they must have been
waiters and chambermaids, and that there came a sort of compassionate
murmur from them as he passed. He is up the stairs, the three flights;
as he tears up, three steps at a time, there comes across his numbed
intelligence a flash of wonder why they always give Amelia the worst
room. He is at that door, outside which he has spent so many hours of
breathless listening; he need no longer stay outside it now. It is open,
inviting him in. He is across that, as yet, unpassed threshold, that
threshold over which he was to have stepped in careful, soft-footed joy
to-morrow. He has pushed through the people--why must there be people
everywhere?--of whom the room seems full, unnecessarily full; he is at
the bedside. Across the foot a figure seems thrown--he learns afterwards
that _that_ is Sybilla. Another figure is prostrate on the floor,
heaving, in dreadful dry sobs; that is Cecilia. A third is standing
upright and tearless, looking down upon what, an hour ago, was his most
patient daughter. They have left her alone now--have ceased to tease
her. They no longer hold a looking-glass to her pale mouth, or beat her
tired feet, or pour useless cordials between her lips. They have ceased
to cry out upon her name, having realized that she is much too far away
to hear them. Neither does he cry out. He just goes and stands by the
father, and takes his thin old hand in his; and together they gaze on
that poor temple, out of which the spirit that was so much too lovely
for it has fleeted. Later on they tell him how it came about; later on,
when they are all sitting huddled in the little dark _salon_. Cecilia is
the spokeswoman, and Sybilla puts in sobbing corrections now and again.
"She was sitting up the moment before; the nurse was holding her propped
up--she said she was so tired of lying. She had been quite laughing, the
nurse said."
"Almost laughing," corrects Sybilla, who has forgotten to lie down upon
her sofa, and is sitting on a hard chair like anyone else.
"Quite laughing," continues Cecilia, "at her own arm for being so thin.
She had pushed up her sleeve to look at it, and had said
something--something quite funny, only the nurse could not remember the
exact words--and then, all in a minute, she called out, in quite an
altered voice, 'The salts! Quick! Quick!' and her head just fell back,
and she was gone!"
"And she had not bid one of us good-bye!" cries Sybilla, breaking into a
loud wail.
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