Not a day, scarcely an hour, has passed since he last saw her in which
he has not pictured her as doing or suffering, or living through
something; he has never pictured her laughing. It seems to him now but a
moment since he was reading her broken-hearted, tear-stained note; since
he was seeing Byng grovelling in all the utter collapse of his
ungoverned grief on the floor of the little Florentine _entresol_. What
business has she to laugh? And how unchanged she is! How much less
outwardly aged than he himself is conscious of being! Sitting as she now
is, in her simple white tea-gown, with one slight elbow rested on the
table, her eyes all sparkling with merriment and laughter, bringing into
prominence that one enchanting dimple of hers, she does not look more
than twenty. But a few moments later he forgives her even her dimple.
However _empressé_ may be the little landlord, he has to move away after
a time; and the merriment moves away, too, out of Elizabeth's face. Jim
watches it decline, through the degrees of humorous disgust, as she
pushes the coarse white fish about her plate, without tasting it (she
was always a very delicate eater), into a settled gravity. And now that
she is grave he sees that she is aged, almost as much as he himself,
after all. Her eyes had ever had the air of having shed in their time
many tears; but since he last saw her, it is now evident to him that the
tale of those tears has been a good deal added to.
There is no pleasing him. He was angry with her when he thought her gay,
and now he quarrels with her for looking sad. As if, in her
unconsciousness of his neighbourhood, she was yet determined to give him
no cause of complaint, she presently again lays aside her sorrowful
looks, and, drawing her chair confidentially nearer to her mother's,
makes some remark of an evidently comic nature upon the company into her
ear.
They stoop their heads together--what friends they always were, she and
her mother!--and again the blue twinkle comes into her eyes; the
dimple's little pitfall is dug anew in her white cheek. Was there ever
such an April creature? Mr. Le Marchant appears to take no part in the
jokes; he goes on eating his dinner silently, and his back, which is
turned towards Burgoyne, looks morose.
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