How is it that Elizabeth's roving eye has not yet hit upon himself? He
sees presently that the cause lies in the fact of her look alighting
upon old and known objects of entertainment, rather than going in search
of new ones. But it must sooner or later embrace him in its range. The
fond fat widow beside him must surely be one of her favourites, and, in
point of fact, as he feverishly watches to see the inevitable moment of
recognition arrive, he perceives that Miss Le Marchant and her mother
are delightedly--though not so openly as to be patent to the rest of the
room--observing her. And then comes the expected careless glance at him,
and the no less expected transformation. Her elbows have been carelessly
resting on the table, and she has just been pressing her laughing lips
against her lightly-joined hands to conceal their merriment. In an
instant he sees the right hand go out in a silent desperate clutch at
her mother's, and the next second he knows that she also has seen him.
They both stare helplessly at him--at least, the one _at_ him, and the
other beyond him! How well he remembers that look of hers over his
shoulder in search of someone else. But yet it is not the old look, for
that was one of hope and red expectation. Is there any hope or
expectation lurking even under the white dread of this one? His jealous
heart is afraid quite to say no to this question, and yet an
indisputable look of relief spreads over her face as she ascertains that
he is alone. She even collects herself enough to give him a tiny
inclination of the head--an example followed by her mother; but they
are, in both cases, so tiny as to be unperceived, save by the person to
whom they are addressed.
He would not have been offended by the minuteness of their salutations,
even had he not divined that it was dictated by a desire--however
futile--to conceal the fact of his presence from their companion. His
heart goes out in all the profundity of his former pity towards them, as
he sees how entirely that one glance at him (for she does not look again
in his direction) has dried the fountain of Elizabeth's poor little
jests; of how white and grave and frightened, and even shrunk, his mere
presence has made her. Now that they have detected him, good breeding,
and even humanity, forbid his continuing any longer his watch upon them.
The better to set them at ease he turns the back of his head towards
their table, and compels the reluctant widow to relinquish her invalid
booty for fully ten minutes in his favour. Perhaps when Elizabeth can
see only the back of his head she may resume her jokes. But all the same
he knows that, for her, there will be no more mirth to-day.
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