It is possible that an extremely ardent love may be independent of
surroundings; may burn with as fierce a flame, when its owner or victim
is seated on a hard horsehair chair beside a dining-room table, in a
little dull hotel back room, as when the senses are courted by
softly-cushioned lounges, penetrating flower-scents, and cunningly
arranged _bric-à-brac_; but perhaps Jim's passion is not of this intense
and Spartan quality. At all events a chill steals over him as Amelia
leads the way into that small and uncheerful chamber where the Wilson
family daily banquet. He is not so lost to all sense of what England and
Amelia expect of him as not to take her in his arms and kiss her very
kindly and warmly, before they sit down on two hard chairs side by side;
and even when they have done so, he still holds her hand, and kisses it
now and then. He has a great many things to say to her, but "out of the
abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh" is not invariably true.
Sometimes that very abundance clogs the utterance, and, after a ten
months' separation, the hinges of even lovers' tongues are apt at first
to be somewhat rusty.
"And are you really glad to see me again?" asks the woman--she is
scarcely a girl, having the doubtful advantage of being her betrothed's
senior by two years. The horsehair chairs are obviously powerless to
take the edge off her bliss; and she can scarcely command her voice as
she asks the question.
"I decline to answer all such futile inquiries," replies he, smiling not
unkindly; but there is no tremor in his voice. "Even if I did not
discourage them on principle, I should have no time to answer them
to-day; I have so much to say to you that I do not know where to begin."
"After ten months that is not very surprising," rejoins she, with a
stifled sigh. There is no sentimental reproach in her words or tone; but
in both lurks a note of wistfulness which gives his conscience a prick.
"Of course not! of course not!" he rejoins hastily; "but it is not
really ten months--no, surely----"
"Ten months, one week, two days, four hours and a half!"
Against such exactitude of memory what appeal has he? He attempts none,
and only thinks with a faint unjust irritation that she might have
spared him the odd hours.
"And how are things going? How are you all getting on?" he asks,
precipitating himself upon a fresh subject, since he feels prevented by
circumstances from saying anything likely to bring him much distinction
upon the old one. "Your father?"
"His throat is better"--with an accent of hesitating filial piety, as if
there were something else about him that was not better.
"And Sybilla?"
"Oh, poor Sybilla! she has her bad days now and then."
"And, like the early Christians, she resolves to have all things in
common. I expect that her family have their bad days too," says Jim
dryly.
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