"I do not know what to say to you," he says, desperately making a snatch
at her two hands, as if by the violence of his grip he could convey to
her some little portion of the deep compassion that is swelling up in
his heart for her; "I am so much in the dark. No, no, no!" with a return
of that terror lest this ejaculation should seem the outcome of any
inquisitiveness; "I do not want you to tell me anything! What is more, I
will not listen to you if you attempt it; but what there is not the
least manner of doubt about is that his fainting had no sort of
reference to what you said to him: he would have fainted whatever you
had said to him, or if you had said nothing at all. He was as mad as a
hatter when he went in to you. It is all part of the same
thing--over-fatigue, sunstroke. But he is not going to die"--with a
hurried trip back to his former strain of consolation--"he is not
thinking of it; I promise you, I give you my word of honour"--becoming
perfectly reckless and completely insensate--"that he shall not!"
But she is too strangled with sobs to make any rejoinder.
"He shall have the best of nursing," goes on Jim. "I have telegraphed
for a nurse to Nice. How astonishing it is that in a place of this size
you cannot get a decent sick-nurse! I hoped we might have caught the one
who nursed General Smith before----"
He stops abruptly, with a too tardy recollection that the allusion is
not a happy once, since the General died two days ago. Unfortunately,
she also remembers, as is evidenced by the strong shudder that passes
over her.
"If he dies, will he be buried in that deep narrow, red grave that they
showed us in the Protestant cemetery, and which they said that they
always kept open for English visitors? If he dies! if he dies! Oh, if I
could but have told him! if he would but have waited for me to tell him
how it really was!"
CHAPTER X.
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