The sea-gulls have risen from the billow, and are turning and wheeling
in the air. The light is catching their wings, and making them look like
whitest silver. It seems as if they were at conscious play with it,
trying experiments as to how they can best catch their bright
playfellow, and again shake it off, and yet again recapture it.
"What a monster you must think me!" breaks out the elder woman
presently.
Now that the impression has somehow been conveyed to her mind that her
mission is likely to be completely successful, the full brutality of the
method by which she has accomplished it bursts upon her mind.
"How treacherous! luring you out here, under the pretence of
friendliness, to say such horrible things to you!"
Elizabeth's narrow hands are clasped upon her knee, and her small
heart-broken, white face is looking out straight before her.
"No, I do not think you a monster," she answers--"you are a kind-hearted
woman! and it must have been very, very unpleasant to you. I am quite
sorry"--with a sort of smile--"for you, having to do it; but you are his
mother. If I had been his mother, I should have done the same; at least,
I suppose so."
"I am sure, if things had been different, there is no one that I should
have--I do not know when I ever saw anyone whom I took such a fancy to.
If it had not been for the disparity--I mean, if he had been less young
and unfit to take upon himself the serious responsibilities of life----"
How deplorably lame even to Mrs. Byng's ears sound her tardy efforts to
place the grounds of her objection on a less cruel basis than that which
she has already made so nakedly plain to be the real one! Even the
sweet-mannered Elizabeth does not think it necessary to express
gratitude for such insulting civilities.
"I do not quite understand what you wish me to do," she says, with quiet
politeness; "if you will explain to me----"
"Oh, I do not want to dictate to you; please do not imagine I could
think of being so impertinent; but, of course, he will be asking for
you. Since he came to himself, he has not mentioned you as yet; but of
course he will. I am expecting it every moment; probably he has not felt
up to embarking on the subject. He will ask for you--will want to see
you."
"And you wish me not to see him?"
Her delicate suffering mouth quivers; but she is perfectly composed.
"Oh, but of course you must see him! you quite, _quite_ misunderstand
me! Much chance there would be"--with a wretched stunted laugh--"of
getting him away without a sight of you! How little you know him!"
Elizabeth does not dispute the fact of her want of acquaintance with
Byng's character, nor does she help his floundering parent by any
suggestion. She merely goes on listening to her with that civil white
look, while the sportive sea-mews still play at hide-and-seek with the
sun-rays on the wide blue fields of heaven.
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