"We were soon given an opportunity. Father and mother went away for a
couple of nights upon a visit, and left us under the nominal chaperonage
of a deaf old aunt of mother's, and of the governess, who, as I have
told you, was worse than useless. You know that our railway-station was
not more than a mile from the lodge gates; we had, therefore, no
difficulty in slipping away from the others while we were all out
walking, making our way there, and getting into the little branch-line
train which caught the London express at Exeter."
She has repeatedly put up her handkerchief, and passed it over her brow,
but it is useless. The cold sweat breaks out afresh and afresh.
"That journey! I did not know that it was the end of my life. We both
set off laughing and saying to each other what a good joke it was. That
was at the beginning, but long and long before we reached London--it was
not till very late that we did so--I would have given all the world to
go back. I did not tell him so, because I thought it would hurt him, but
I have often thought since that perhaps he was feeling the same."
Again that touch of almost tender ruth in her voice makes her auditor
writhe.
"We went to an hotel. I think it must have been in some very
out-of-the-way part of the town, probably the only one he knew of, and
at first they would not take us in because we had no luggage; but they
consented at last. I heard him telling the landlady that I was his
sister. I suppose she did not believe it, as she looked very oddly at
me. I did not understand why she should; but it made me feel very
wretched--so wretched that I could scarcely swallow a mouthful of the
supper he ordered. I do not think that he had much more appetite than I;
but we tried very hard to laugh and keep up each other's spirits. They
gave me a very dismal bedroom--I can see it now"--shuddering--"and as I
had no change of clothes I lay all night outside my bed. It took a great
deal to keep me awake in those days, and, wretched as I was, I slept a
good deal. The next morning I awoke, feeling more cheerful. We should be
married in the forenoon, return home in the afternoon, to spring our
surprise upon the children and Fräulein, and be ready to receive and be
pardoned by father and mother on their return to-morrow. It had not
occurred to either of us that there would be the slightest difficulty in
pursuing this course. We had decided upon at once inquiring the name and
address of the clergyman in whose parish the hotel was--going together
to ask for an interview, and beg him to marry us at once. We had a vague
idea that a licence might be needed, but relied upon the clergyman also
to inform us where that might be got. In one respect our plans had to be
at once modified. When I came down I found that there was such a dense
fog that he would not hear of my venturing out into it, particularly, he
said, as my staying behind would entail no delay; since, when he had
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