obtained the licence and engaged the clergyman, he would, of course, at
once come back to fetch me to church. I gave in, though I had rather
have gone with him, and fought my way through the fog than stayed
behind, alone in that dreary sitting-room. I was there nearly all day by
myself until late in the afternoon. The fog was so thick that I could
not see a finger's length beyond the window, nor even across the room. I
had neither book nor work. I had nothing to do but walk up and down by
the flickering light of the bad gas, which was burning all day, and look
at a wretched little dead aucuba in a pot. Sometimes I went out on the
landing to see if there were any signs of his return. I had done this
for the fiftieth time, when at last I saw him through the gas and the
fog, coming up the staircase. I could not wait till he had reached me,
but called out over the banisters, 'Well? Well?' His only answer was a
sort of sign to me to go back into the room; but I did not understand it
at first. Not until I saw, coming up the stairs too, a little behind
him, the face of--of--that clergyman you saw at Certosa--our clergyman
whom we used to make fun of. Oh, why did we?"
She breaks off with a low moan, but at once resumes as if she could not
trust herself to pause:
"As soon as I caught sight of him I ran back; but it was too late. I
knew that he had recognised me. I do not, to this day, understand how he
came to be in that out-of-the-way place; whether it was a most
unfortunate coincidence, or whether he had seen us in the train or at
Paddington, and tracked us there. I ran back, as I have said, into the
room; but I did not really mind much his having seen me; it would all be
explained so soon, and I was too much taken up with the bitter
disappointment in store for me to give him more than a passing thought.
Of course you will understand that it was not in the power of any
clergyman to marry us, as neither of us had lived in the parish for the
requisite time beforehand, nor could we be married at a registry office,
as our names had not been entered in the registrar's book for the legal
time. I think I should have broken down altogether when I heard this if
I had not had to comfort him. He was so overwhelmed with the fear that I
should think that it was his fault--that he had not done his best.
Heaven knows I had no such hard thought of him! Although we consulted
together all that evening, and till late into the night, we could not
hit upon any expedient. He had been told vaguely that the Scotch
marriage law differed from the English, and that in Edinburgh we might
be married at once. But we had not enough money to take us there. Our
whole stock would only just buy an ordinary licence, keep us one day
more at the hotel, and take us home third class. What _should_ we do? We
did not even try to laugh that evening--that last evening!"
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