During the next three or four days it is not named between them, nor
indeed do they see much of each other. Burgoyne spends the greater part
of his days with Amelia. Whatever cause for the accusation he may have
given during the previous eight years, nobody can say that he neglects
her now. He passes long hours at her side, on the same hard chair that
had supported him on their first interview, in the little dismal
dining-room; going into calculations of house-rent and taxes, drawing up
lists of necessary furniture. He even makes a bid for Cecilia's
drawing-room grate; but that young lady, whose forecasting mind can look
beyond present grief to future sunshine, refuses to part with it. The
lovers are not always, however, studying Maple's and Oetzmann's lists.
Sometimes Jim varies the diversion by taking his future wife to
picture-galleries and churches, to the Uffizi, the Accademia, San
Lorenzo. It is doubtful whether Amelia enjoys these excursions as much
as she does the selection of bedsteads and saucepans, her pleasure being
in some degree marred by a feverish anxiety to say what she thinks her
lover expects of her as they stand before each immortal canvas. In her
heart she thinks the great statues in the Medici Chapel frightful, a
heresy in which she is kept in countenance by no less a light than
George Eliot, who in one of her letters dares to say of them, "they
remained to us as affected and exaggerated in the original, as in copies
and casts." To Amelia many of the frescoes appear lamentably washed out,
nor are her efforts to hide these sentiments attended with any
conspicuous success, since nothing is more hopeless than for one utterly
destitute of a feeling for works of art to feign it, without having the
imposture at once detected.
Burgoyne's mind during these expeditions is a battle-ground for pity and
rage; pity at the pathos of his poor love's endeavours; rage at their
glaring failure. Cecilia sometimes accompanies the lovers, but this does
not make matters much better. Cecilia devotes but a very cursory notice
to the pictures; her attention being almost wholly centred on the
visitors, and on finding resemblances for them among the inhabitants of
her own village at home, for the accuracy of which she appeals at every
moment to her sister. Every day she asks Burgoyne to fulfil his
promise--a promise which he as punctually assures her that he never
made--to introduce his friend to her. He has a strangely strong
reluctance to comply with this simple request, which yet, he knows, will
have to be complied with some day. When Amelia is his wife, Byng will
have to know Cecilia, for she will probably spend a great deal of her
time with them--make their house a second home, in fact.
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