Thus handsomely and fairly appealed to, Burgoyne, who is by nature a
just man, begins to put his conscience through her paces as to the real
source of his dislike to the idea of his companion's taking advantage of
that introduction which he himself has been the means--however
unwillingly--of procuring for him. It is true that Byng's mother had
adjured him, with tears in her eyes, to preserve her boy from
undesirable acquaintances; but can he, Burgoyne, honestly say that he
looks upon Elizabeth Le Marchant as an undesirable acquaintance for
anyone? The result of his investigations is the discovery of how
infinitesimal a share in his motives regard for his young friend's
welfare has had. The discovery is no sooner made than he acts upon it.
"My dear boy," he says--and to his credit says it heartily--"I see no
earthly reason why you should not go; you could not make nicer friends."
"Then why will not you come too?" asks Byng, with boyish generosity.
The other shakes his head. "They had much rather I stayed away; they
have taken me _en grippe_."
"Pooh! Nonsense! You fancy it."
"I think not"--speaking slowly and thoughtfully--"I am not a fanciful
person, nor apt to imagine that my acquaintances bother their heads
about me one way or another; but when people try their best, in the
first instance, to avoid recognising you at all, and on every subsequent
occasion endeavour to disappear as soon as you come in sight, it is not
a very forced assumption that they are not exactly greedy for your
society."
This reasoning is so close that Byng is for the moment silenced; and it
is the other who shortly resumes:
"I think it is because I remind them of the past; they have evidently
some unpleasant association of ideas with that past. I wonder what it
is."
The latter clause is addressed more to himself than to Byng.
"Perhaps some of them have died, or come to grief, and they are afraid
of your asking after them," suggests the younger man.
"On the contrary--they are all--one more flourishing than another."
"Well, I would give them one more trial, anyhow; I am sure they would
come round. Give them time, and I am sure they would come round!" cries
Byng sanguinely; adding, "What could have been pleasanter than Mrs. Le
Marchant's manner when you presented her to Miss Wilson?"
The mention of Miss Wilson recalls to Jim the extremely unpleasant
moment of that presentation, thus brought back to him--the moment when
Amelia had looked so middle-aged, and Cecilia so flashy; recalls to him
also the conviction that has been growing upon him since yesterday, of
the more than wisdom, the absolute imperative duty on his part, of
avoiding a repetition of that comparison which had forced itself upon
his notice in the church of San Miniato.
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