She submitted with a feeling of despair. She thought, with a terrible
throb of pain, of the wedding night when he had first entered that room,
and of all that had befallen since then. She was utterly abashed and
humiliated, and in her own sight she was viler than the vilest. Albrecht
led her to a seat, groping his way in the darkness to the very spot by
the window whence she had first seen him riding out of the pine forest
below like a forest god. She sank down beside him, and for a moment
both of them were silent.
"I have to confess to thee," Albrecht said at length; and the
strangeness of his tone and of his address struck her with so deep an
amazement that for the moment all her own fears were forgotten in
wonder. "If thou canst forgive the wrong I have done thee--"
He broke off and bent forward in the darkness as if he would have kissed
her. Then he drew back.
"Forgive thee?" stammered Erna, confused and amazed. "How hast thou
wronged me?"
"If one should come," Albrecht said, his tone lower than before, "and
should win thee and wed thee when thou knewest not what he was, or how
unworthy, couldst thou forgive him if afterward he loved thee truly and
more than tongue could tell?"
The fear of some horrible revelation came over her. She forgot that she
had shrunk at his coming. The thought that she might have been deceived
drove from her mind all recollection of her own fault. She sat up with
sudden energy.
"Albrecht!" she exclaimed. "What is it that thou hast to tell me? Art
thou not noble?"
"I have not lied to thee," he answered with a touch of bitterness amid
his humility which did not escape her. "My father was indeed lord of the
Neiderwasser valley."
"Then what hast thou to tell me?"
It was some moments before he answered, but then, with a voice full of
passion and pain, he told her all that he had related to Father
Christopher on the morning after the marriage. Erna listened with eyes
wide stretched, as if she would pierce the darkness, her heart beating
so that it seemed to her that it would suffocate her. It seemed a thing
so impossible to understand that she had indeed wed a strange creature
from the forest, and not a man at all, that at first she refused to
believe it.
"If this were true," she said, "surely Father Christopher would have
told me. He would not have suffered me to imperil my soul by such a
union had it indeed been true that thou wert--Oh, Albrecht, thou surely
art human! I should not love thee else."
"And dost thou indeed love me?"
She flung herself forward into his strong arms.
"I have loved thee," she cried, "from the first moment when I saw thee
ride out of the wood below."
"And now?"
"And now," she repeated, "thou tellest me that thou art not a man, but
that thou art a monster of the wood."
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