"Truly I was a monster, but thou hast made me other. Thou hast given me
a soul, and now I am human as thou art. It was that I might have a soul
that Herr von Zimmern trained me, and only to-day I know that it was
because he wished me ill, and schemed that I should be lost forever."
"And must thou indeed be lost forever?" Erna cried, starting away from
him and then clasping him more closely.
"Nay, sweetheart; thou hast given me a soul, and I have striven that it
be not lost. Thou hast given me a soul, and thou wilt help me that it be
for me all blessedness instead of the ruin that he in his wickedness
meant."
"I?"
The remembrance of all that she had not told him swept over her like a
wave of the sea. She slipped from his side down to his feet, and
crouched there, clasping his knees. She remembered all her old longing
for spiritual greatness and for virtue, and how she had fallen into the
temptations of the lower things. Bitter tears gushed from her eyes, and
a sob choked her voice.
"Oh, it is not for me to help thee!" she cried. "Thou art above me,
kobold though thou hast been. Thou shouldst not confess to me; it is I
who must confess to thee. It is thou who must forgive. Thou canst not
guess why Father Christopher sent thee to me to-night."
"Sweetheart," Albrecht answered, bending over to raise her, "I have seen
all from day to day, and I knew how the count would have ensnared thee;
but I had no fear that in the end thou wouldst understand what danger
lay in him. It is I who am at fault, since it is I from whom thou hast
learned the longings that have made thy temptation. If thou canst
forgive me, and love me still, it may be that in the end we may help
each other, and our souls that are one be together lifted up."
Beneath in the courtyard there was a stir as of horses and of retainers,
and upon the ceiling over their heads there flashed the light of a torch
which some servant carried down below. In the faint reflected light Erna
could almost see the face of her husband, and with a sob of perfect
peace and of swelling aspiration she cast her arms about his neck, and
felt herself gathered into his strong embrace.
As they sat there talking and telling each other all the things which
they had hitherto kept secret, the bustle in the courtyard increased,
and presently came the damsel Elsa to say that the Count Stephen had
determined to take his leave of Rittenberg that night, and prayed the
countess to receive his farewell.
"To-night?" Albrecht repeated in astonishment. "Surely he is jesting."
"So the gracious Lady Adelaide said," returned Elsa, with saucy
demureness, "and she swore it by the body of Saint Fridolin; but still
the noble count declares that he will set out."
"But the darkness, and the danger of missing the way," Erna said; "and
above all the wolves!"
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