“I suppose I know,” she answered, “because God, who is very just, has
given me a greater power of perception of some things than those who can
see—a fuller sympathy. Tell me what is wrong, John—why you are sad?”
He hesitated a moment; then very slowly, half timidly, he sank upon his
knees.
“This is why,” he answered, and his hungry lips almost kissed her hand. “I
want something that I dare not ask for, and yet if it could be mine how I
would love and cherish it! I want something—some one to work for, to make
money for; some one to surround with adoration and comfort, but I dare
not—I dare not say to her I love you, because——”
He paused. She stretched out her hand and laid it unfalteringly upon his
shoulder.
“Because she is blind, John?”
He covered her hand with his—then he covered it with kisses.
“No, no! A thousand times no!” he answered. “Oh, Nora, you know I love
you—want you—you know your blindness makes you all the dearer to me! But
you don’t know me as others know me—you have never seen me. If—if you
should give yourself to me, you would be giving yourself to an unknown
man. I think you care for me—but——”
“There is no but,” she interrupted. “I love you. As for knowing you, there
is no one in the world I know so well. And today my mother has told me
just what you are like—has so to speak, painted the picture of your every
feature. I can look at you now with my mind’s eye—I am so glad, dear!”
He put his arm round her; he drew her gently to him; he kissed her lips.
“Little sweetheart!” he said. “Little wife to be! So your mother told you
all? Are you sure you did not dislike the picture?”
With her slender, sensitive fingers she touched his features, one by one,
smiling, but a little puzzled.
“Quite,” she answered; “and mother was right; your features are beautiful.
Your skin is rough and rugged, different from mine—that is because you
are a man, but you must not think”—one could scarcely believe she was not
looking at the scarred face—“I love you for your beauty; I love you just
because I love you—because I can’t help it. And I hope—I do hope, with all
my heart—you will never regret your goodness in taking a blind girl to
your heart—wanting her for your wife.”
Chapter III.
Many times during their short engagement something almost compelled John
Le Strange to paint a word picture of himself as he really was, not as he
knew she believed him to be; but, after all, is it necessary? She loved
him, and, God knows, he loved her! She would never look upon his face;
always to her he would be beautiful. So far as utter affection could,
he would keep all sorrow from her, surround her with every comfort. She
was more helpless than most women; would need all her life more care and
cherishing.
More than once he asked Mrs. Desmond if it would not be better to
undeceive the girl. She, however, was emphatic in her negative.
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