“Painful, John? That won’t matter; I can bear pain. Think of it, dear! I
shall see the sky, the flowers—see you, and the baby! Oh, John—John, it’s
too good to be true! No, no—I won’t say that. John, how quiet you are!”
As the days passed on, and certain preparations for the operation were
made, John grew more quiet than ever; a silent tragedy had come into his
happy life. Within another week his wife would see—would look at him,
perhaps with aversion!
“Will you tell her,” he said to Mrs. Desmond, “before she sees—will you
tell her? Directly the bandages are removed, she will turn to me, and she
won’t know me. Will you prepare her?”
“It’s most unfortunate,” she said, slowly. “Yes, I mean it; I look upon
this hope for Nora’s sight as a great misfortune. She was perfectly happy,
perfectly content, I know”—neither of them heard a soft step coming along
the passage—“she longed to see the child, but, after all, her sense of
touch is so delicate, she knows as well as I know what he is like. This
interfering doctor had better have left things alone.”
The soft steps stopped outside the door. The blind girl stood and
listened, her heart beating strangely. Sight a misfortune for her!
Why—why? She could not understand.
“After all,” Mrs. Desmond went on, slowly, “she loves you dearly; she will
grow used to your looks in time; even if she is shocked at first, it will
wear off, and any one can see that it’s your misfortune that you’re not a
handsome man; your features, as I have told Nora often, are beautiful. You
ought to be a handsome man, and but for the smallpox marks you certainly
would have been.”
The blind girl, standing so motionless outside the door, shivered a little.
“I shan’t be able to bear it,” John said. “Blind as she is, she worships
beauty. What will she feel when she sees she is bound for life to me! I
ought not to have married her; but when a man loves”—he made a hopeless
gesture—“and I wanted to take care of her.”
Mrs. Desmond rose, and walked about the room.
“You’re her husband,” she said; “you have the remedy in your own
hands—forbid the operation!”
“And rob her of one of life’s greatest blessings?” he answered. “No, I’m
not so selfish as that, and she wants to see the little one. Ah, well; he,
at all events, is perfectly beautiful; she will turn from me, perhaps; but
she can feast her eyes on our little son.”
As quietly as she had come, the blind girl stole away, up the stairs to
her little one’s nursery, where he lay crooning in his cot. With a half
sob, she bent over him, kissed him—touched the tiny face.
A little later, with a quick, light step, she ran down the stairs, her
hand just touching the banisters; listened an instant, then went straight
to the room in which John sat. He glanced up, and she went to him, kissed
him softly.
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