“Yes, lost, irretrievably lost! It is all one long, wild dream when I look back upon it. He implored me to go away with him--but I told him no, no, no, not for worlds, nothing should ever make me false to my husband--nothing. I swore it--swore an oath which I had not the strength to keep. Oh, it was cruel, heartless, treacherous--the thing he did after that. When I was going away from the dance, he was there at my side--and he put me into the wrong carriage--his own carriage--and when I had been driven a little way from the hotel, the carriage stopped and he got in. I thought that he was driving me home. I asked him how he could be cruel as to be with me, in his own carriage, at the risk of my reputation--but he stopped me--shut my lips with his fatal kiss. Oh, Martin, how can I tell these things? The horse went almost at a gallop. I thought we should be killed. I was half fainting when the carriage stopped at last, after rattling up and down hill--and he lifted me out, and I felt the cold night-air on my face, the salt spray from the sea. I tried to ask him where I was,--whether this was home--but the words died on my lips--and I knew no more--knew no more till I woke from that dead, dull swoon in the cabin of the _Vendetta_, and heard the sailors calling out to each other, and saw Lostwithiel sitting by my side--and then--and then--it was all one long dream--a dream of days and nights, and rain, and tempest. I thought the boat was going down in that dreadful night in the Bay of Biscay. Would to God that she had gone down, and hidden me and my sin for ever! But she lived through the storm, and in the morning she was anchored near Arcachon, and Lostwithiel went on shore, and sent a woman in a boat, to bring me clothes, and to attend upon me; and I contrived to go on shore with the woman when she went back in the boat that had brought her, and I borrowed some money on my ring at a jeweller’s in Arcachon, and I left by the first train for Paris, and went on from Paris to London, and never stopped to rest anywhere till I got home.” “May God bring me face to face with that ruffian who imposed upon your helplessness!” cried Martin Disney. “No, no, Martin; he was not a ruffian. He betrayed me--but I loved him. He knew that I loved him. I was a great a sinner as be. I was his before he stole me from my home--his in mind and in spirit. It was our unhappy fate to love each other. And I forgave him, Martin. I forgave him on that night of tempest, when I thought we were going to die together.” “You don’t expect me to forgive him, do you? You don’t expect me to forgive the seducer who has ruined your life and mine?” “His brother is your sister’s husband, Martin?” “I am sorry for it.”