All along the River: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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All along the River: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
“Oh, John Hulbert is good; he is frank and true. He is not like the
other. But oh, Martin, pity Lostwithiel and his sin, as you pity me and
my sin! It is past and done. I was mad when I cared for him--a creature
under a spell. You won my heart back to you by your goodness--you made
me more than ever your own. All that he had ever been to me--all that I
had ever thought or felt about him--was blotted out as if I had never
seen his face. Nothing remained but my love for you--and my guilty
conscience, the aching misery of knowing that I was unworthy of you.”
He took her hand and pressed it gently in silence. Then, after a long
pause, when she had dried the tears from her streaming eyes, and was
lying faint, and white, and still, caring very little what became of
her poor remnant of life, he said softly--
“I forgive you, Isola, as I pray God to forgive you. I have spent some
happy years with you--not knowing. If it was a delusion, it was very
sweet--while it lasted.”
“It was not a delusion,” she cried, putting her arms round his neck, in
a sudden rapture at being pardoned. “My love was real.”
The door opened softly, and the kindly face of the Anglican priest
looked in.
“I have seen the lovers on their way to Florence,” he said, “and have
come to ask how Mrs. Disney is after her fatiguing morning.”
“I am happier than I have been for a long time,” answered Isola,
holding out her hand to him. “I am prepared for the end, let it come
when it may.”
He knew what she meant, and that the sinner had confessed her sin.
“Come out for a stroll with me, Disney,” he said, “and leave your wife
to rest for a little while. I’m afraid she’ll miss her kind nurse.”
Disney started up confusedly, like a sleeper awakened, and looked at
his watch.
“I believe I have a substitute ready to replace Allegra by this time,”
he said, ringing the bell.
“Has the person from England arrived?” he asked the servant.
“Yes, sir. She came a quarter of an hour ago.”
“Ask her to come here at once.”
“Oh, Martin, you have not sent for a hospital nurse, I hope,” cried
Isola, excitedly. “Indeed I am not so bad as that. I want very little
help. I could not bear to have a stranger about me.”
“This is not a stranger, Isola.”
There came a modest knock at the door as he spoke.
“Come in,” he said; and a familiar figure in a grey merino gown and
smart white cap with pink ribbons entered quietly and came to the sofa
where Isola was lying.
“Tabitha!” she cried.
“Don’t say you’re sorry to see an old face again, Mrs. Disney. I told
Mr. Martin that if you should ever be ill and want nursing I’d come to
nurse you--if you were at the other end of the world--and Mr. Martin
wrote and told me you wanted an old servant’s care and experience to
get you over your illness--and here I am. I’ve come every inch of the
way without stopping, except at the buffets, and all I can say is Rome
is a long way from everywhere, and the country I’ve come through isn’t
to be compared with Cornwall.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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