This final decision was arrived at about ten days before the event, and for nine of those intervening days Isola’s life went by as if she were always sitting in that imaginary boat drifting down a sunlit river; but on the day of the dance, after just half an hour’s quiet walk with Lostwithiel on the towpath, she went back to the cottage pale as ashes; and sat down at her little davenport in the drawing-room, trembling, breathless, and on the verge of hysteria. She opened the drawers of the davenport one after another, looking for something--helplessly, confusedly, as one whose brain is half distraught. It was ten minutes before she found what she wanted--a sheaf of telegram forms. “To Major Disney, Cornwall Fusiliers, Rangoon.--Let me go to you at once. I am miserable. My heart will break if you leave me here.” This was the gist of a message which she wrote half a dozen times, in different words, upon half a dozen forms. Then she tore up all but the last, threw that into a drawer, and began to pace the room feverishly, with her hands clasped before her face. What fever-fraught vision was it that those hands tried to shut out from her burning eyes? So little had happened--so little--only half an hour’s quiet walk along the towpath, where the leafless willows had a grim, uncanny look, like those trees whose old grey branches seemed the arms of the Erlking’s daughters, beckoning the child as he nestled in his father’s arms, riding through the night. So little--so little--and yet it meant the lifting of a veil--the passage from happy innocence to the full consciousness of an unholy love. It meant what one kiss on trembling lips meant for Paolo and Francesca. It meant the plunge into a gulf of dark despair--unless she had strength to draw back, seeing the abyss at her feet, warned of her danger. What had he said? Only a few agitated words--only a revelation. He loved her, loved her with all the passion of his passionate soul; loved her as he had never loved before. They all tell the same story, these destroyers of innocence; and, for that one burning moment, they all mean what they say. Every seducer has his hour of sublime truthfulness; of generous feeling; of ardent heroic aspirations; the hour in which he would perish for the woman he loves; cut off his right hand; burn out his eyes; leap off a monument; do anything except surrender her, except forego his privilege to destroy her. It was not too late. The warning had come in time--just in time to save her. She knew now to what ocean that drifting boat was carrying her--through the sunny atmosphere, between the flowery shores of dreamland. It was taking her to the arctic ocean of shame and ruin--the great sea strewn with the corpses of women who had sinned, and suffered, and repented, and died--unforgiven of mankind--to wait the tribunal of God. * * * * *