All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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“Good morning, Alice, I have not gone up to town to-day, so I thought
I would come in for a chat. You are not looking very well this
morning. I miss the usual roses—I do not mean that lilies are less
becoming—I only notice the change of flowers.”
“My uncle is out,” Alice said, ignoring the compliment. “He started
for the club rather earlier than usual.”
“I rather hoped he would be gone, Alice, for I was anxious to see you
alone.”
Alice saw what was coming, but her mind being fully made up upon the
subject, she felt no nervousness, as she would have felt had she had
the slightest belief that he really cared for her.
“The fact is, Alice, I want to ask you to marry me. I don't know how
it's usually done, but that's what it comes to whichever way it's
put. I have liked you very much for years now, I am sure we should
suit each other very well, and I don't think the old gentleman would
make any objection. What do you say, Alice?”
Fred Bingham had spoken in his usual off-hand way, but there was a
little nervousness in his tone which showed that he felt distrust as
to the result of his question.
“You put it in a very straightforward way, Fred,” Alice said quietly,
but with a little tinge of sarcasm; “and I am glad that you do so, as
it makes it easier for me to say that I differ from you entirely as
to our mutual suitability; and, therefore, must decline the honour
you propose doing me.”
“But I am quite in earnest, Alice; it is only my way, you know.”
“I suppose you are in earnest, Fred, and I can assure you that I am
at least equally so.”
Fred Bingham paused for a moment, and then said, much more earnestly
than he had spoken before,—
“I am afraid, Alice, that I am not going the right way about this.
I love you very much, and have done so for years. You must have
seen it. I know that usually men put all this in a sentimental sort
of way, but that is quite out of my line. But I am not the less in
earnest. I do love you very much, Alice. I always thought you knew
it.”
“I will be as frank with you, Fred, as you are with me. I have had
an idea for some time past that you intended some day or other to
make me an offer. Had you made love to me in the usual sort of way I
should assuredly at once have shown you by my manner that the thing
was out of the question. But you have never done so. You have been
very often here. You have been very chatty and amusing. I could not
show you that I did not wish you to come so often. I was obliged
to wait. Had I believed, or did I now believe that you loved me, I
should feel very great pain in refusing you; but, although I did, and
do believe that you wish to marry me, I do not believe that you have
the slightest love for me in the real meaning of the word any more
than I have for you.”
Fred coloured up deeply now, and looked mortified and angry.
“But I tell you I do love you, Alice, and I suppose I know my own
heart.”
A little scornful smile crossed Alice's face.
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