All quiet on the Western FrontRemarque, Erich Maria
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All quiet on the Western Front
Remarque, Erich Maria
War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
He is silent and looks at me.
"Do you remember, Kat, how we commandeered the goose? And how you
brought me out of the barrage when I was still a young recruit and
was wounded for the first time? I cried then. Kat, that is almost
three years ago."
He nods.
The anguish of solitude rises up in me. When Kat is taken away I
will not have one friend left.
"Kat, in any case we must see one another again, if it is peace time
before you come back."
"Do you think that I will be marked A1 again with this leg?" he asks
bitterly.
"With rest it will get better. The joint is all right. It may limp
a bit."
"Give me another cigarette," he says.
"Perhaps we could do something together later on, Kat." I am very
miserable, it is impossible that Kat--Kat my friend, Kat with the
drooping shoulders and the poor, thin moustache, Kat, whom I know as
I know no other man, Kat with whom I have shared these years--it is
impossible that perhaps I shall not see Kat again.
"In any case give me your address at home, Kat. And here is mine, I
will write it down for you."
I write his address in my pocket book. How forlorn I am already,
though he still sits here beside me. Couldn't I shoot myself quickly
in the foot so as to be able to go with him.
Suddenly Kat gurgles and turns green and yellow. "Let us go on," he
stammers.
I jump up, eager to help him, I take him up and start off at a run, a
slow steady pace, so as not to jolt his leg too much.
My throat is parched; everything dances red and black before my eyes,
I stagger on doggedly and pitilessly and at last reach the dressing
station.
There I drop down on my knees, but have still enough strength to fall
on to the side where Kat's sound leg is. After a few minutes I
straighten myself up again. My legs and my hands tremble. I have
trouble in finding my water bottle, to take a pull. My lips tremble
as I try to drink. But I smile--Kat is saved.
After a while I begin to sort out the confusion of voices that falls
on my ears.
"You might have spared yourself that," says an orderly.
I look at him without comprehending.
He points to Kat. "He is stone dead."
I do not understand him. "He has been hit in the shin," I say.
The orderly stands still. "That as well."
I turn round. My eyes are still dulled, the sweat breaks out on me
again, it runs over my eyelids. I wipe it away and peer at Kat. He
lies still. "Fainted," I say quickly.
The orderly whistles softly. "I know better than that. He is dead.
I'll lay any money on that."
I shake my head: "Not possible. Only ten minutes ago I was talking
to him. He has fainted."
Kat's hands are warm, I pass my arm under his shoulders in order to
rub his temples with some tea. I feel my fingers become moist. As I
draw them away from behind his head, they are bloody. "You see----"
The orderly whistles once more through his teeth.
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