All quiet on the Western FrontRemarque, Erich Maria
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All quiet on the Western Front
Remarque, Erich Maria
War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
In the dressing station there is great activity; it reeks as ever of
carbolic, ether, and sweat. Most of us are accustomed to this in the
billets, but here it makes one feel faint. We ask for Kemmerich. He
lies in a large room and receives us with feeble expressions of joy
and helpless agitation. While he was unconscious someone had stolen
his watch.
Müller shakes his head: "I always told you that nobody should carry
as good a watch as that."
Müller is rather crude and tactless, otherwise he would hold his
tongue, for anybody can see that Kemmerich will never come out of
this place again. Whether he finds his watch or not will make no
difference. At the most one will only be able to send it to his
people.
"How goes it, Franz?" asks Kropp.
Kemmerich's head sinks.
"Not so bad ... but I have such a damned pain in my foot."
We look at his bed covering. His leg lies under a wire basket. The
bed covering arches over it. I kick Müller on the shin, for he is
just about to tell Kemmerich what the orderlies told us outside: that
Kemmerich has lost his foot. The leg is amputated. He looks
ghastly, yellow, and wan. In his face there are already the strained
lines that we know so well, we have seen them now hundreds of times.
They are not so much lines as marks. Under the skin the life no
longer pulses, it has already pressed out to the boundaries of the
body. Death is working through from within. It already has command
in the eyes. Here lies our comrade, Kemmerich, who a little while
ago was roasting horse-flesh with us and squatting in the
shell-holes. He it is still and yet it is not he any longer. His
features have become uncertain and faint, like a photographic plate
on which two pictures have been taken. Even his voice sounds like
ashes.
I think of the time when we went away. His mother, a good plump
matron, brought him to the station. She wept continually, her face
was bloated and swollen. Kemmerich felt embarrassed, for she was the
least composed of all; she simply dissolved into fat and water. Then
she caught sight of me and took hold of my arm again and again, and
implored me to look after Franz out there. Indeed he did have a face
like a child, and such frail bones that after four weeks
pack-carrying he already had flat feet. But how can a man look after
anyone in the field!
"Now you will soon be going home," says Kropp. "You would have had
to wait at least three or four months for your leave."
Kemmerich nods. I cannot bear to look at his hands, they are like
wax. Under the nails is the dirt of the trenches, it shows through
blue-black like poison. It strikes me that these nails will continue
to grow like long fantastic cellar-plants long after Kemmerich
breathes no more. I see the picture before me. They twist
themselves into corkscrews and grow and grow, and with them the hair
on the decayed skull, just like grass in a good soil, just like
grass, how can it be possible----
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