All quiet on the Western FrontRemarque, Erich Maria
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All quiet on the Western Front
Remarque, Erich Maria
War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
I sink down again, huddled, strained to the uttermost. The banging,
the creeping, the clanging becomes audible. One single cry yelling
amongst it all. They are raked with fire, the attack is repulsed.
* *
Already it has become somewhat lighter. Steps hasten over me. The
first. Gone. Again, another. The rattle of machine-guns becomes an
unbroken chain. Just as I am about to turn round a little, something
heavy stumbles, and with a crash a body falls over me into the
shell-hole, slips down, and lies across me----
I do not think at all, I make no decision--I strike madly home, and
feel only how the body suddenly convulses, then becomes limp, and
collapses. When I recover myself, my hand is sticky and wet.
The man gurgles. It sounds to me as though he bellows, every gasping
breath is like a cry, a thunder--but it is only my heart pounding. I
want to stop his mouth, stuff it with earth, stab him again, he must
be quiet, he is betraying me; now at last I regain control of myself,
but have suddenly become so feeble that I cannot any more lift my
hand against him.
So I crawl away to the farthest corner and stay there, my eyes glued
on him, my hand grasping the knife--ready, if he stirs, to spring at
him again. But he won't do so any more, I can hear that already in
his gurgling.
I can see him indistinctly. I have but one desire, to get away. If
it is not soon it will be too light; it will be difficult enough now.
Then as I try to raise up my head I see it is impossible already.
The machine-gun fire so sweeps the ground that I would be shot
through and through before I could make one jump.
I test it once with my helmet, which I take off and hold up to find
out the level of the shots. The next moment it is knocked out of my
hand by a bullet. The fire is sweeping very low over the ground. I
am not far enough from the enemy line to escape being picked off by
one of the snipers if I attempt to get away.
The light increases. Burning I wait for our attack. My hands are
white at the knuckles, I clench them so tightly in my longing for the
fire to cease so that my comrades may come.
Minute after minute trickles away. I dare not look again at the dark
figure in the shell-hole. With an effort I look past it and wait,
wait. The bullets hiss, they make a steel net, never ceasing, never
ceasing.
Then I notice my bloody hand and suddenly feel nauseated. I take
some earth and rub the skin with it, now my hand is muddy and the
blood cannot be seen any more.
The fire does not diminish. It is equally heavy from both sides.
Our fellows have probably given me up for lost long ago.
* *
It is early morning, clear and grey. The gurgling continues, I stop
my ears, but soon take my fingers away again, because then I cannot
hear the other sound.
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