"All's Well"; or, Alice's VictoryHolt, Emily Sarah
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"All's Well"; or, Alice's Victory
Holt, Emily Sarah
Counter-Reformation -- England -- Fiction; Historical fiction
While the constable went to saddle the horse, and Alice sat on the bench
waiting till it was ready, she fought with a very strong temptation.
Her husband would not receive her, so much she knew for a certainty; but
there were others who would. How welcome Roger would have made her! and
what a perfect haven of rest it would be, to live even for a few days
with him and Christabel! Her old father, too, at Frittenden, who had
told her not many days before, with tears in his eyes, how bitterly he
repented ever giving her to Edward Benden. It must be remembered that
in those days girls were never permitted to choose for themselves,
whether they wished to marry a man or not; the parents always decided
that point, and sometimes, as in this instance, they came to a sadly
mistaken decision. Alice had not chosen her husband, and he had never
given her any reason to love him; but she had done her best to be a good
wife, and even now she would not depart from it. The temptation was
sore, and she almost gave way under it. But the constant habit of
referring everything to God stood her in good stead in this emergency.
To go and stay with her brother, whose visits to her Mr Benden had
forbidden, would be sure to create a scandal, and to bring his name into
even worse repute than it was at present. She must either be at
Briton's Mead or in Canterbury Gaol; and just now the gaol was the only
possible place for her. Be it so! God would go with her into the
gaol--perhaps more certainly than into Roger's home. And the place
where she could be sure of having God with her was the place where Alice
chose and wished to be.
Her heart sank heavily as she heard the great door of the gaol clang to
behind her. Alice was made of no materials more all-enduring than flesh
and blood. She could enjoy rest and pleasantness quite as well as other
people. And she wondered drearily, as she went down the steps into the
women's room, how long she was to stay in that unrestful and unpleasant
place.
"Why, are you come again?" said one of the prisoners, as Alice descended
the steps. "What, you wouldn't conform? Well, no more would I."
Alice recognised the face of a decent-looking woman who had come in the
same day that she was released, and in whom she had felt interested at
the time from her quiet, tidy appearance, though she had no opportunity
of speaking to her. She sat down now on the bench by her side.
"Are you here for the like cause, friend? I mind your face, methinks,
though I spake not to you aforetime."
"Ay, we row in the same boat," said the woman with a pleasant smile,
"and may as well make us known each to other. My name's Rachel Potkin,
and I come from Chart Magna: I'm a widow, and without children left to
me, for which I thank the Lord now, though I've fretted o'er it many a
time. Strange, isn't it, we find it so hard to remember that He sees
the end from the beginning, and so hard to believe that He is safe to do
the best for us?"
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