All the Sad Young MenFitzgerald, F. Scott (Francis Scott)
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All the Sad Young Men
Fitzgerald, F. Scott (Francis Scott)
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
"I was asked to be one of the pallbearers. Once we were--very close.
It's because of that that I come to you now. Never before in my life
have I ever had to come to any one as I've come to you now, Mr.
Mather--come to a stranger. But as you grow older your friends die or
move away or some misunderstanding separates you. And your children die
unless you're fortunate enough to go first--and pretty soon you get to
be alone, so that you don't have any friends at all. You're isolated."
He smiled faintly. His hands were trembling violently now.
"Once upon a time almost forty years ago your father came to me and
asked me for a thousand dollars. I was a few years older than he was,
and though I knew him only slightly, I had a high opinion of him. That
was a lot of money in those days, and he had no security--he had nothing
but a plan in his head--but I liked the way he had of looking out of his
eyes--you'll pardon me if I say you look not unlike him--so I gave it to
him without security."
Mr. Lacy paused.
"Without security," he repeated. "I could afford it then. I didn't lose
by it. He paid it back with interest at six per cent before the year was
up."
Mather was looking down at his blotter, tapping out a series of
triangles with his pencil. He knew what was coming now, and his muscles
physically tightened as he mustered his forces for the refusal he would
have to make.
"I'm now an old man, Mr. Mather," the cracked voice went on. "I've made
a failure--I _am_ a failure--only we needn't go into that now. I have a
daughter, an unmarried daughter who lives with me. She does stenographic
work and has been very kind to me. We live together, you know, on Selby
Avenue--we have an apartment, quite a nice apartment."
The old man sighed quaveringly. He was trying--and at the same time was
afraid--to get to his request. It was insurance, it seemed. He had a
ten-thousand-dollar policy, he had borrowed on it up to the limit, and
he stood to lose the whole amount unless he could raise four hundred and
fifty dollars. He and his daughter had about seventy-five dollars
between them. They had no friends--he had explained that--and they had
found it impossible to raise the money....
Mather could stand the miserable story no longer. He could not spare the
money, but he could at least relieve the old man of the blistered agony
of asking for it.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Lacy," he interrupted as gently as possible, "but I
can't lend you that money."
"No?" The old man looked at him with faded, blinking eyes that were
beyond all shock, almost, it seemed, beyond any human emotion except
ceaseless care. The only change in his expression was that his mouth
dropped slowly ajar.
Mather fixed his eyes determinately upon his blotter.
"We're going to have a baby in a few months, and I've been saving for
that. It wouldn't be fair to my wife to take anything from her--or the
child--right now."
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