"How then do I live?" nearly burst from Ida's heart, but she smothered
it, and replied, "It is easier to speak of death than to brave it."
"Death! did I say death?" exclaimed Carry. "I saw life as it would be
were I bereft of father, sister, friends--and I said truly that it
would not be worth the keeping--but death! I would not rush on _that!_
I have such a horror of the winding-sheet and the worm!" She shivered.
"Yet you like to be here?"
"Yes. This is a sunny, cheerful place, with no fresh graves to
remind one that the work of destruction is still going on. I love
life. Others may expose its deceits, and weep above its withered
blooms; I see blue sky where they fancy clouds. It is the day--the
time for action and enjoyment; who would hasten the coming of the
night--impenetrable--dawnless!"
"'To die--and go--we know not where!'"
quoted Ida. "That line conveys all that I fear in death. There have
been seasons when the uncertainty shrouding the abyss beyond alone
prevented my courting its embrace. Were it eternal forgetfulness, how
grateful would be its repose. Looking around me here, I think of calm
sleepers under these stones, hands folded meekly upon bosoms that
will never heave again; of aching heads and wearied spirits at rest
forever."
"You are too young to covet this dreamless slumber," said Carry "With
your talents and facilities you have a work to do in this world."
"What can I do? and for whom?"
"Why--for every body."
"Too wide a scope--define. For example, what are my school-duties,
setting aside my studies?"
"We can help each other," was the modest rejoinder. "We can impart
pleasure, and avoid giving pain. Not a day passes in which we cannot
add a drop of sweet to the appointed draught of some one of our
fellow-creatures."
"Apropos to honey--it suggests its opposite, gall, and our ei-devant
professor. I have not thanked you for your generous interference in
my behalf, on the day of our fracas," said Ida, with an ease and
cordiality that surprised herself.
"You magnify the favor. I spoke the truth. To withhold it would have
been dishonesty."
"Dishonesty!"
"Your character for veracity was assailed. I had the proof which would
establish it. I should have felt like a receiver of stolen goods had I
concealed it."
"Moreover, to your philanthropy, I was not an individual, but the
impersonation of the sisterhood;" said Ida, jestingly.
"Perhaps so," returned Carry, in a like strain. "You remember the
'Young Ladies' Female meeting.'"
"That was a piece of Ellen Morris' grandiloquence. Do you know, I envy
that girl her faculty of creating mirth wherever she goes!"
"I had rather be Emma Glenn," said Carry. "One is witty, the other
affectionate, and they will receive respectively admiration and love."
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