"You alarm me," answered Carry. "Your vague hints excite my curiosity,
yet do not indicate the description of dangers I am to encounter. Let
us understand each other--as the Methodist class-leaders have it, 'tell
our experiences.'"
"Mine may be briefly summed up," said Ida, sadly.
'The frigid and unfeeling thrive the best;
And a warm heart in this cold world, is like
A beacon light;--waiting its feeble light
Upon the wintry deep, that feels it not--
Trembling with each pitiless blast that blows,
'Till its faint fire is spent.'"
"You have known this?" asked Carry.
"In all its bitterness!"
"And the writer felt, or thought he felt the force of their meaning,
when he penned the lines. Have you ever met with a warm heart besides
your own?"
"Yes, one--the home of excellence and affection."
"Then, 'this cold world' has produced three, to whom its biting
atmosphere was uncongenial--may there not be more? I look into my
bosom, and discover there charity and good-will towards men; why should
I deny the existence of like feelings in those who are partakers of the
same nature, in all other respects?"
"Fair logic; but let us examine facts. Take an example so frequently
cited, as to appear hacknied, yet none the less true to nature. Your
wealth, or situation, or influence enables you to benefit those who
style themselves your friends. You are courted, beloved, popular. A
change in these adventitious circumstances alters everything. With
unabated desires for love or distinction, you are a clod of the
earth, a cumberer of the ground. The stream of adulation flows in
another direction; former acquaintances pass you with averted eyes, or
chilling recognitions; you are sought by no new ones. Men do not go
to a barren tree, or a dried fountain. You shake your head;--this is
not a fancy sketch. Listen to a leaf from my history. Until two years
ago I never received a harsh word, or an unloving look. My mother was
the benefactress of the poor, for miles around, and I was her almoner.
Blessings and smiles hailed me wherever I went. I had no conception
of sorrows she could not alleviate; and I remember thinking--foolish
child that I was! that her empire of hearts was worth the glory of an
Alexander or Napoleon. She died! and where are the fruits of her loving
kindness? If her memory lives in another breast than that of her only
child, I do not know it!"
There were tears in Carry's eyes, already, and the slight tremor of her
speech was grateful music to the orphan's ear.
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