Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3)Russell, William Clark
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Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Russell, William Clark
English fiction -- 19th century; Sea stories
This, to be sure, was a trifling accident, for I was not in the least
degree hurt, but the being thrown down and smothered by the canvas
immeasurably heightened my distress and terror; I trembled from head
to foot, my knees yielded under me, and I was forced to sit. It was
raining hard, and the wet made the wind feel cruelly cold as it rushed
athwart the boat, whipping the crests off the waves into an angry
showering of spray. But after a little I began to find some faint
comfort in the belief that the boat was stationary. Alas, how great
was my ignorance! Because she did not appear to sail, and because she
no longer lay dangerously over, I believed she was stationary. Yet two
little sails were still set, a triangular sail at the bowsprit and a
small square sail at the stern, and I must have been crazed indeed not
to guess that whilst this canvas remained exposed the light fabric
would be blown along by the wind, either sideways or forward, and that,
as the wind blew directly from the west, every minute was widening my
distance from Piertown.
But not understanding this, I found some heart in the belief that the
boat was stationary, and I tried to comfort myself in other ways.
I said to myself, this rain may be a passing shower, the weather
will brighten presently, the boat will be in view from the coast,
my situation will be guessed at by the boatmen who hang about the
Esplanade, and they will put off to rescue me. And I also said to
myself, even if this weather should not clear up, even if I remain out
here invisible from the land, yet when my sister finds that it grows
dark and I have not returned, she is sure to go down to the harbour and
offer rewards for my rescue, and I may count upon several boats coming
out to search for me.
Thus I thought, striving to give myself heart. But oh, the desolation
of that mist-environed stretch of steel-grey water--chilly, leaping,
and streaming in froth! Oh, the cruel cold of the rain-laden wind
pouring shrilly past my ears and penetrating my wet clothes till my
breast felt like marble! Not even now could I realise my situation. I
knew that I was alone and that I was helpless, but the horizon of my
fears and wretchedness was contained in these simple perceptions. I
did not believe that I should perish. I was sure that succour would
come, and my sufferings now lay in the agony of expectation, in the
present and heart-breaking torment of waiting.
The time passed, the shadow of the evening entered the gloom of the
afternoon. It continued to rain, and the horizon lay shrouded close
to the boat, but I believe there was no increase in the wind: I
noticed no increase. But indeed I was too ignorant, too despairful,
too heartbroken to heed the weather, unless it were to observe, with
eyes half-blind with my own tears and the flying rain that the sea
was darkening, that the thickness lay close around the boat, and that
nothing ever came out of that thickness save the dusky shapes of waves.
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