Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3)Russell, William Clark
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Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Russell, William Clark
English fiction -- 19th century; Sea stories
On the afternoon of this second day of my rescue, I found myself
sufficiently strong to rise and repose in an old stuffed arm-chair,
which the young Frenchman brought from an adjoining cabin. My limbs
were weak and I trembled exceedingly. Nevertheless, I contrived to put
on my dress, which had been thoroughly dried, so Alphonse told me,
at the fire in the fore-part of the ship where the sailors’ food was
cooked.
This obliging and most humane young Frenchman also supplied me with
certain toilet requisites of a homely kind indeed; yet the refreshment
of washing my face and hands and of brushing my hair seemed to give me
new life. The young Frenchman hung his oval hand-glass upon the cabin
wall, and when he was gone I surveyed myself.
For a long while I could not lift the brush to my hair. I could only
gaze and dumbly wonder with memory writhing sightless within me. I
took the glass to the circular window; there was a strong yellow glow
in the air outside, and the afternoon light focussed by that circular,
tube-like window, lay upon my face. I intently examined my countenance,
but I witnessed nothing that gave me the least hint of the past. I
beheld a great quantity of snow-white hair, languid and lustreless dark
eyes, the lids of which were half closed, hollow cheeks, a skin scored
with innumerable fine lines, and the whole rendered repulsive by the
stripes of stained plaister. When presently, having washed my face and
hands, I began to brush my hair, many hairs came out on the brush.
I passed my fingers through my tresses, and my hand came away with a
quantity of white hair in it. I sighed and wondered, and trembled with
weakness, and with the miserable horror that again visited me.
But now, instead of wearily thinking over and over again ‘_Who am I?_’
my mind was haunted by those two letters ‘A. C.,’ which the young
Frenchman had found in the corner of my handkerchief. I uttered them
over and over again, fancying that the initials might suddenly expand
into the full name, for I believed that if I could remember my name I
should be able to recollect everything else.
When I had brushed and dressed my hair I drew forth my purse, and held
it in my hand with my gaze riveted to it. But the black conflict in my
mind grew too violent for my strength. I put the purse into my pocket
and rocked myself in my chair, crying and crying until you would have
thought my heart must break.
The Frenchman punctually brought me food and drink. He repeated that
he was certain I was a lady of title; he had waited on too many female
members of the British aristocracy to mistake. ‘You will see that I
am right, madame,’ said he, and with this conviction his politeness
increased, though more respectful his manner could not be.
During the evening I was visited by the uncle, whose speeches the young
man translated.
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