Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3) — John Shaqi
Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3)Russell, William Clark
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Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Russell, William Clark
English fiction -- 19th century; Sea stories
If I had been led by the reading of novels to suppose that a man looks
love when he means love, I might have searched Mr. Campbell’s face in
vain for any expression of deep-seated sentiment. Indeed, after three
months, I could not have said that he was more in love with me than
with my sister. But by the end of that time I must own that I was very
much in love with him. And though so tenderly did I love my sister that
I would gladly have relinquished him to her, had her love for him been
as mine, yet to no other woman could I have parted with him without the
belief--which to be sure I used to laugh at after I was married--that
my heart would break if he did not make me his. But my heart was not to
be broken because of his not loving me and making me his, for within
six months from the date of our meeting we were married, and I was
the happiest girl in all England, and my sister as happy as I in my
happiness.
My husband was a solicitor. His practice in those days was small and
would not have supported him even as a bachelor; but he had been the
only son of a man who was able to leave him an income of several
hundreds a year. We went abroad for a month, and I returned to find
my poor mother dead. This loss left my sister without a relative in
the world saving myself. It is seldom that this can be said of man or
woman. To be without a relative in this complicated world of aunts
and uncles, of nieces and nephews, and of cousins no matter how far
removed, seems incredible. There may be plenty of people who are alone
in the sense of not knowing who their relatives are, though they would
find they had relations in plenty were they to seek them or were they
to come into a fortune; but it is rare indeed to hear of anyone who
out of his or her perfect knowledge of the family connections can
positively assert, ‘I have not a relative in the world.’
Yet thus it was with my sister and me when my mother died. But I will
not delay my story to explain how this happened. Therefore, being
alone in the world, my sister came to live with my husband and me. How
greatly her making one of us added to my happiness I cannot express.
I will not pretend that it did grieve me to leave my poor mother: no,
nature works forwards; the fruit falls from the tree, the young bird
flutters from its nest; it is nature’s law that a child should part
from its parent, and deep as the sadness of separation may seem at the
time, it will show but as a light-hearted grief at the best when looked
back upon and contrasted with other sorrows of life.
But it was a bitter pain to me to part with my sister. We had grown up
side by side; we were as blossoms upon one stalk, and the sap of the
single stalk fed the two flowers.
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