American short stories : $b Selected and edited with an introductory essay on the short story by Charles Sears Baldwin
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American short stories : $b Selected and edited with an introductory essay on the short story by Charles Sears Baldwin
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
After a month of psychological excitement, it was with the utmost
dissatisfaction that we were forced to acknowledge that nothing in the
remotest degree approaching the supernatural had manifested itself.
Once the black butler asseverated that his candle had been blown out by
some invisible agency while he was undressing himself for the night;
but as I had more than once discovered this colored gentleman in a
condition when one candle must have appeared to him like two, I thought
it possible that, by going a step farther in his potations, he might
have reversed this phenomenon, and seen no candle at all where he ought
to have beheld one.
Things were in this state when an incident took place so awful and
inexplicable in its character that my reason fairly reels at the bare
memory of the occurrence. It was the tenth of July. After dinner was
over I repaired, with my friend Dr. Hammond, to the garden to smoke my
evening pipe. Independent of certain mental sympathies which existed
between the Doctor and myself, we were linked together by a secret
vice. We both smoked opium. We knew each other’s secret, and respected
it. We enjoyed together that wonderful expansion of thought, that
marvellous intensifying of the perceptive faculties, that boundless
feeling of existence when we seem to have points of contact with the
whole universe,--in short, that unimaginable spiritual bliss, which I
would not surrender for a throne, and which I hope you, reader, will
never--never taste.
Those hours of opium happiness which the Doctor and I spent together in
secret were regulated with a scientific accuracy. We did not blindly
smoke the drug of Paradise, and leave our dreams to chance. While
smoking, we carefully steered our conversation through the brightest
and calmest channels of thought. We talked of the East, and endeavored
to recall the magical panorama of its glowing scenery. We criticised
the most sensuous poets, those who painted life ruddy with health,
brimming with passion, happy in the possession of youth and strength
and beauty. If we talked of Shakespeare’s “Tempest,” we lingered over
Ariel, and avoided Caliban. Like the Gebers, we turned our faces to the
east, and saw only the sunny side of the world.
This skilful coloring of our train of thought produced in our
subsequent visions a corresponding tone. The splendors of Arabian
fairy-land dyed our dreams. We paced that narrow strip of grass with
the tread and port of kings. The song of the _rana arborea_, while he
clung to the bark of the ragged plum-tree, sounded like the strains of
divine orchestras. Houses, walls, and streets melted like rainclouds,
and vistas of unimaginable glory stretched away before us. It was a
rapturous companionship. We enjoyed the vast delight more perfectly
because, even in our most ecstatic moments, we were conscious of each
other’s presence. Our pleasures, while individual, were still twin,
vibrating and moving in musical accord.
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