American short stories : $b Selected and edited with an introductory essay on the short story by Charles Sears Baldwin
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American short stories : $b Selected and edited with an introductory essay on the short story by Charles Sears Baldwin
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
“I can conceive of no simpler way to you than the knowledge of your
name and address. I have drawn airy images of you, but they do not
become incarnate, and I am not sure that I should recognize you
in the brief moment of passing. Your nature is not of those which
are instantly legible. As an abstract power, it has wrought in
my life and it continually moves my heart with desires which are
unsatisfactory because so vague and ignorant. Let me offer you,
personally, my gratitude, my earnest friendship: you would laugh if
I were _now_ to offer more.”
Stay! here is another fragment, more reckless in tone:--
“I want to find the woman whom I can love--who can love me. But
this is a masquerade where the features are hidden, the voice
disguised, even the hands grotesquely gloved. Come! I will venture
more than I ever thought was possible to me. You shall know my
deepest nature as I myself seem to know it. Then, give me the
commonest chance of learning yours, through an intercourse which
shall leave both free, should we not feel the closing of the
inevitable bond!”
After I had written that, the pages filled rapidly. When the appointed
hour arrived, a bulky epistle, in a strong linen envelope, sealed with
five wax seals, was waiting on my table. Precisely at six there was an
announcement: the door opened, and a little outside, in the shadow, I
saw an old woman, in a threadbare dress of rusty black.
“Come in!” I said.
“The letter!” answered a husky voice. She stretched out a bony hand,
without moving a step.
“It is for a lady--very important business,” said I, taking up the
letter; “are you sure that there is no mistake?”
She drew her hand under the shawl, turned without a word, and moved
towards the hall door.
“Stop!” I cried: “I beg a thousand pardons! Take it--take it! You are
the right messenger!”
She clutched it, and was instantly gone.
Several days passed, and I gradually became so nervous and uneasy that
I was on the point of inserting another “Personal” in the daily papers,
when the answer arrived. It was brief and mysterious; you shall hear
the whole of it.
“I thank you. Your letter is a sacred confidence which I pray you
never to regret. You nature is sound and good. You ask no more
than is reasonable, and I have no real right to refuse. In the one
respect which I have hinted, _I_ may have been unskillful or too
narrowly cautious: I must have the certainty of this. Therefore, as
a generous favor, give me six months more! At the end of that time
I will write to you again. Have patience with these brief lines:
another word might be a word too much.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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