American short stories : $b Selected and edited with an introductory essay on the short story by Charles Sears Baldwin
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American short stories : $b Selected and edited with an introductory essay on the short story by Charles Sears Baldwin
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
You notice the change in her tone? The letter gave me the strongest
impression of a new, warm, almost anxious interest on her part. My
fancies, as first at Wampsocket, began to play all sorts of singular
pranks: sometimes she was rich and of an old family, sometimes
moderately poor and obscure, but always the same calm, reposeful
face and clear gray eyes. I ceased looking for her in society, quite
sure that I should not find her, and nursed a wild expectation of
suddenly meeting her, face to face, in the most unlikely places
and under startling circumstances. However, the end of it all was
patience,--patience for six months.
There’s not much more to tell; but this last letter is hard for me to
read. It came punctually, to a day. I knew it would, and at the last I
began to dread the time, as if a heavy note were falling due, and I had
no funds to meet it. My head was in a whirl when I broke the seal. The
fact in it stared at me blankly, at once, but it was a long time before
the words and sentences became intelligible.
“The stipulated time has come, and our hidden romance is at an end.
Had I taken this resolution a year ago, it would have saved me many
vain hopes, and you, perhaps, a little uncertainty. Forgive me,
first, if you can, and then hear the explanation!
“You wished for a personal interview: _you have had, not one, but
many_. We have met, in society, talked face to face, discussed
the weather, the opera, toilettes, Queechy, Aurora Floyd, Long
Branch and Newport, and exchanged a weary amount of fashionable
gossip; and you never guessed that I was governed by any deeper
interest! I have purposely uttered ridiculous platitudes, and
you were as smilingly courteous as if you enjoyed them: I have
let fall remarks whose hollowness and selfishness could not have
escaped you, and have waited in vain for a word of sharp, honest,
manly reproof. Your manner to me was unexceptionable, as it was to
all other women: but there lies the source of my disappointment,
of--yes,--of my sorrow!
“You appreciate, I cannot doubt, the qualities in woman which men
value in one another,--culture, independence of thought, a high and
earnest apprehension of life; but you know not how to seek them.
It is not true that a mature and unperverted woman is flattered by
receiving only the general obsequiousness which most men give to
the whole sex. In the man who contradicts and strives with her, she
discovers a truer interest, a nobler respect. The empty-headed,
spindle-shanked youths who dance admirably, understand something of
billiards, much less of horses, and still less of navigation, soon
grow inexpressibly wearisome to us; but the men who adopt their
social courtesy, never seeking to arouse, uplift, instruct us, are
a bitter disappointment.
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