“What’s the trouble with our little lady of Bolton House?” he inquired.
“Any of the workmen on strike, or—”
She withdrew her hand with a faint smile.
“Everything is going very well, I think,” she told him.
He was still scrutinizing her with that air of intimate concern, which
inspired most of the women of his flock to unburden themselves of their
manifold anxieties at his slightest word of encouragement.
“It’s a pretty heavy burden for you,” he said gravely. “You need some
one to help you. I wonder if I couldn’t shoulder a few of the grosser
details?”
“You’ve already been most kind,” Lydia said evasively. “But now— Oh, I
think everything has been thought of. You know Mr. Whittle is looking
after the work.”
He smiled, a glimmer of humorous understanding in his fine dark eyes.
“Yes, I know,” he said.
A silence fell between them. Lydia was one of those rare women who do
not object to silence. It seemed to her that she had always lived alone
with her ambitions, which could not be shared, and her bitter
knowledge, which was never to be spoken of. But now she stirred
uneasily in her chair, aware of the intent expression in his eyes. Her
troubled thoughts reverted to the little picture which had fluttered to
the floor from somebody’s keeping only an hour before.
“I’ve had visitors this morning,” she told him, with purpose.
“Ah! people are sure to be curious and interested,” he commented.
“They were Mrs. Dodge and her daughter and Mrs. Dix and Ellen,” she
explained.
“That must have been pleasant,” he murmured perfunctorily. “Are you—do
you find yourself becoming at all interested in the people about here?
Of course it is easy to see you come to us from quite another world.”
She shook her head.
“Oh, no,” she said quickly. “—If you mean that I am superior in any way
to the people of Brookville; I’m not, at all. I am really a very
ordinary sort of a person. I’ve not been to college and—I’ve always
worked, harder than most, so that I’ve had little opportunity
for—culture.”
His smile broadened into a laugh of genuine amusement.
“My dear Miss Orr,” he protested, “I had no idea of intimating—”
Her look of passionate sincerity halted his words of apology.
“I am very much interested in the people here,” she declared. “I
want—oh, so much—to be friends with them! I want it more than anything
else in the world! If they would only like me. But—they don’t.”
“How can they help it?” he exclaimed. “Like you? They ought to worship
you! They shall!”
She shook her head sadly.
“No one can compel love,” she said.
“Sometimes the love of one can atone for the indifference—even the
hostility of the many,” he ventured.
But she had not stooped to the particular, he perceived. Her thoughts
were ranging wide over an unknown country whither, for the moment, he
could not follow. He studied her abstracted face with its strangely
aloof expression, like that of a saint or a fanatic, with a faint
renewal of previous misgivings.
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