These wild and incoherent phrases stirred the young girl’s heart with
intense pain and anxiety. She had known for almost a year that she loved
the young rector; she had believed that he cared for her, and without
allowing herself to form any definite thoughts of the future, she had
lived in a blissful consciousness of loving and being loved, which is to
the fulfilment of a love dream, like inhaling the perfume of a rose,
compared to the gathered flower and its attending thorns.
The young clergyman’s absence at the time of her greatest need had caused
her both wonder and pain. His letter but increased both sentiments
without explaining the cause.
It increased, too, her love for him, for whenever over-anxiety is aroused
for one dear to us, our love is augmented.
She felt that the young man was in some great trouble, unknown to her,
and she longed to be able to comfort him. Into the maiden’s tender and
ardent affection stole the wifely wish to console and the motherly
impulse to protect her dear one from pain, which are strong elements in
every real woman’s love.
Mrs Irving had died without writing one word to the Baroness; and that
personage was in a state of constant excitement until she heard of the
rector’s plans for rest and travel. Mrs Stuart informed her of the
conversation which had taken place between herself and her son; and of
his evident distress of mind, which had reacted on his body and made it
necessary for him to give up mental work for a season.
“I feel that I owe you a debt of gratitude, dear Baroness,” Mrs Stuart
had said. “Sad as this condition of things is, imagine how much worse it
would be, had my son, through an excess of sympathy for that girl at this
time, compromised himself with her before we learned the terrible truth
regarding her birth. I feel sure my son will regain his health after a
few months’ absence, and that he will not jeopardise my happiness and his
future by any further thoughts of this unfortunate girl, who in the
meantime may not be here when we return.”
The Baroness made a mental resolve that the girl should not be there.
While the rector’s illness and proposed absence was sufficient evidence
that he had resolved upon sacrificing his love for Joy on the altar of
duty to his mother and his calling, yet the Baroness felt that danger
lurked in the air while Miss Irving occupied her present position. No
sooner had Mrs Stuart and her son left the city, than the Baroness sent
an anonymous letter to the young organist. It read:
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