“I do not know whether your mother imparted the secret of her past
life to you before she died, but as that secret is known to several
people, it seems cruelly unjust that you are kept in ignorance of it.
You are not Mr Irving’s child. You were born before your mother
married. While it is not your fault, only your misfortune, it would
be wise for you to go where the facts are not so well known as in the
congregation of St Blank’s. There are people in that congregation
who consider you guilty of a wilful deception in wearing the name you
do, and of an affront to good taste in accepting the position you
occupy. Many people talk of leaving the church on your account.
Your gifts as a musician would win you a position elsewhere, and as I
learn that your mother’s life was insured for a considerable sum, I
am sure you are able to seek new fields where you can bide your
disgrace.
“A WELL-WISHER.”
Quivering with pain and terror, the young girl cast the letter into the
fire, thinking that it was the work of one of those half-crazed beings
whose mania takes the form of anonymous letters to unoffending people.
Only recently such a person had been brought into the courts for this
offence. It occurred to her also that it might be the work of someone
who wished to obtain her position as organist of St Blank’s. Musicians,
she knew, were said to be the most jealous of all people, and while she
had never suffered from them before, it might be that her time had now
come to experience the misfortunes of her profession.
Tender-hearted and kindly in feeling to all humanity, she felt a
sickening sense of sorrow and fear at the thought that there existed such
a secret enemy for her anywhere in the world.
She went out upon the street, and for the first time in her life she
experienced a sense of suspicion and distrust toward the people she met;
for the first time in her life, she realised that the world was not all
kind and ready to give her back the honest friendship and the sweet
good-will which filled her heart for all her kind. Strive as she would,
she could not cast off the depression caused by this vile letter. It was
her first experience of this cowardly and despicable phase of human
malice, and she felt wounded in soul as by a poisoned arrow shot in the
dark. And then, suddenly, there came to her the memory of her mother’s
words—“If unhappiness ever comes to you, read this letter.”
Surely this was the time she needed to read that letter. That it
contained some secret of her mother’s life she felt sure, and she was
equally sure that it contained nothing that would cause her to blush for
that beloved mother.
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