New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
A sudden impulse assailed her as the violence of her grief subsided. She
rose, and raised the letters in one hand, meaning to hurl them into the
opposite blaze, and thus spare herself, while the destructive mood
lasted, fresh future pangs. But at this moment her glance lighted on the
packet itself. It was of moderate thickness, and tied together by a
strip of ordinary cord. Inside the cincture so made, and held there
insecurely by one sharp corner, a folded paper had caught, which seemed
foreign to the remaining contents. Mrs. Lee disengaged this paper,
opened it, and cast her tear-blurred eyes, carelessly enough at first,
over some written lines which she had immediate certainty were not her
own.
But presently a little cry left her lips. She turned the page with a
rapid jerk, searching for a signature. She did not find any, but found
merely two initials instead. She dropped into her seat again, and with a
fire in her dark eyes that seemed to have quickly dried their last trace
of moisture, she read, pausing over nearly every word, and pondering
every sentence, a letter which ran thus:--
_Friday._
DEAR MR. GOLDWIN,--I think that I meant all the harsh treatment
I gave you last evening. When I recall what my feelings then
were, I am certain that my indignation was quite sincere. But
very much has happened since then to change me, and to change
my surroundings as well. I suppose I am in a most reckless mood
while I write these lines: my head is hot, and my hands are
cold, and tremble so that the words I am shaping have a
strange, unfamiliar look, as though I myself were not writing
them at all. Well, for that matter, the same woman whom you
lately parted from is not writing them. Another woman has taken
her place. She is a wayward, desperate sort of creature; she is
a coward, an ingrate, a worthless and feeble egotist.
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