English fiction -- 20th century; Sea stories, English; War stories, English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
"I don't feel I'm doing much good, sir, an' I thought I'd like to
volunteer for a 'mystery ship,' or something with a bit of risk
attached to it. I'd take on anything as long as there was some
danger mixed up with it. I feel I'm growing moss and barnacles up
here."
I didn't altogether like that. Mouldy was as brave as anyone I knew,
but he was no adventurer by nature.
"Well," I said, "of course the Skipper'll send your name in if you
want me to ask him, but I'd think it over for a bit if I were you."
"I've thought it over," was the reply. "I've done nothing else since
I came back from sick leave." He made a little movement with his
damaged hand. "And I--the fact is, sir, I can't stick it any longer."
There was a note in the old thing's voice that somehow wrung my
heart. There was trouble here, and my imagination coursed wildly
over fields of improbability. For an instant I thought of a woman,
but dismissed the idea. The sort of women that Mouldy usually
bestowed a fleeting affection upon were not the type to send a man
looking for glory.
"Look here," I said, "we've known each other some years now. I'm not
the man, as you've probably discovered, to butt into a fellow's
private affairs or worm confidences out of anyone, but if you're in
trouble of any sort, and it would help to get it off your chest----"
He hesitated for an instant, and in that moment he looked somehow
pathetic; awfully young and boyish and in need of advice. "I'm a
good deal older than you are, Mouldy," I went on, "and I've been
through my own Valley of the Shadow in my time."
He took a long breath, and for a second I thought the floodgates were
going to be loosed. Then the painful reserve and shyness of his
nature closed on the impulse like a vice. "No, sir," he said, "no
... thanks awfully.... I just wanted to get away ... just that."
Whatever fox was gnawing under his shirt, he preferred to hold on to
it rather than another eye should see his hurt. Well, I think I
liked him all the better for it. I never found talking about my
trouble lightened it. It's a matter of temperament, I suppose.
"Right-o!" I said instantly. "I'll see what can be done. In fact
I'll go further. I'll promise you all the change and danger and
excitement you could possibly want." And with that I sent him to
turn in.
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