English fiction -- 20th century; Sea stories, English; War stories, English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
"Five times he was hit an' he wouldn't budge.... Kneeling in a pool
of blood for'ard givin' directions.... Got the last man from
_Determination_ aboard and he said 'Finish,' and rolled over in a
heap. Just that one word, 'Finish.'" The dead man's second in
command stood with his face working. "Oh, God!" he said; "he was a
man, he was a man!"
We resumed our voyage with four Destroyers to screen us, and the dawn
broke chill and wan; a mist closed down upon us like a pall as the
light strengthened.
Jervis was below having a wounded eye dressed and I was alone, but
for the Quartermaster, on the wreckage of the bridge; but presently I
saw Milsom, with a bandaged arm in splints and a cigar stuck
truculently in the corner of his mouth, climbing stiffly up the
ladder.
"Jakes is all right," he said, as he joined me beside the rail.
"Yes," I said. "Hasn't got a scratch. Only got a sniff of gas--but
he'll shake that off in a few hours. The Destroyers say that those
Motor Launches saved all the officers and most of the men from the
blockships. How's the arm?"
"Bit stiff. Broken in two places." Milsom leaned against the rail
and took a deep breath. "But I'm still alive." He repeated the
sentence and stared at the dim outline of one of our escort just
visible through the mist. His tone was like that of a man awakening
from sleep. "Oh, damn it!" he said. "No, no," ... and then he
turned abruptly and faced me. "Look here, Bill," he said, "I was
going to play the rottenest trick a man ever was tempted to stoop
to." He was talking as if he was in a desperate hurry, the words
coming in a rush. "This is a funny time to tell a love story, in all
conscience, but I--I--d'you remember that girl, Miss Mayne? I've
never looked at a woman in my life till I saw her. She wasn't in
love with me, but I made her say she'd marry me....
"Oh, I understand her, Bill, as no other man alive could.... I tell
you, I could read every thought that was in her head--and knowing
that, I was going to take her. I told myself I had every right to if
I could, and she was mine--just made for me, body and mind and soul.
I'm telling you this now--you've never heard me talk like this
before, Bill, and God knows you never will again.... Don't stare
like that, old thing. I'm not light-headed--I'm telling you all
this, because I--I know who the other man is. You've got to help him
find her again and patch up their silly squabble and make her
happy--happier than ever I could. And I understood her better five
minutes after I'd first set eyes on her than he will with her lying
in his arms----"
Somewhere at the back of my brain I heard a far-off drone like the
sound of a distant beehive.
"Well," I said. "What's his name?"
Milsom stood staring past me into the mist that lowered over us.
"I'll tell you," he said, "because I----"
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