Egypt -- History -- To 332 B.C. -- Fiction; German fiction -- Translations into English
A voice within told him, that his brother's murder would be branded as a
cowardly, unnatural, and unjust deed, and he shuddered at the thought.
It seemed fearful, unbearable, to be called an assassin. He had already
caused the death of many a man without the least compunction, but that
had been done either in fair fight, or openly before the world. He was
king, and what the king did was right. Had he killed Bartja with his own
hand, his conscience would not have reproached him; but to have had him
privately put out of the way, after he had given so many proofs of
possessing first-rate manly qualities, which deserved the highest praise
--this tortured him with a feeling of rage at his own want of principle,
-a feeling of shame and remorse which he had never known before. He
began to despise himself. The consciousness of having acted, and wished
to act justly, forsook him, and he began to fancy, that every one who had
been executed by his orders, had been, like Bartja, an innocent victim of
his fierce anger. These thoughts became so intolerable, that he began to
drink once more in the hope of drowning them. But now the wine had
precisely the opposite effect, and brought such tormenting thoughts,
that, worn out as he was already by epileptic fits and his habit of
drinking, both body and mind threatened to give way to the agitation
caused by the events of the last months. Burning and shivering by turns,
he was at last forced to lie down. While the attendants were disrobing
him, he remembered his brother's present, had the box fetched and opened,
and then desired to be left alone. The Egyptian paintings on the outside
of the box reminded him of Nitetis, and then he asked himself what she
would have said to his deed. Fever had already begun, and his mind was
wandering as he took the beautiful wax bust out of the box. He stared in
horror at the dull, immovable eyes. The likeness was so perfect, and his
judgment so weakened by wine and fever, that he fancied himself the
victim of some spell, and yet could not turn his eyes from those dear
features. Suddenly the eyes seemed to move. He was seized with terror,
and, in a kind of convulsion, hurled what he thought had become a living
head against the wall. The hollow, brittle wax broke into a thousand
fragments, and Cambyses sank back on to his bed with a groan.
From that moment the fever increased. In his delirium the banished
Phanes appeared, singing a scornful Greek song and deriding him in such
infamous words, that his fists clenched with rage. Then he saw his
friend and adviser, Croesus, threatening him in the very same words of
warning, which he had used when Bartja had been sentenced to death by his
command on account of Nitetis: "Beware of shedding a brother's blood; the
smoke thereof will rise to heaven and become a cloud, that must darken
the days of the murderer, and at last cast down the lightnings of heaven
upon his head."
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