I knew when I stood up in front of them and saw their faces, looking
grim and unrelenting through the haze of tobacco smoke and the reek of
the oil lamp, that I was up against something, and would need not only
all my art, but the grace of God to help me through.
But I got them after a bit, got them in the hollow of my hand—playing on
their hearts with memories of home, though all the time I knew the kind
of homes they had left, and how hard most of them had made it there for
the women they had vowed to love, honour and cherish.
When the talk was over they crowded round and one particularly
unattractive person with a scowling eye inquired whether he could have a
word with me privately. We managed it later on in a remote corner, hard
by one of the evil-smelling lamps.
"’Ere, missus," he began. "Do yer ’appen to know the Barkin’ Road?"
I eagerly asserted my complete familiarity with the Barking Road, the
Kings’ Highway to Dockland! I was even ready to proclaim it the finest
thoroughfare in the world.
"See here, then, Lidy, thet was good talk, but it don’t go far enough.
Maybe I weren’t all I should a bin w’en I was back there, but my missus
she ain’t played the game, she’s played it low down on me since I’ve
been in this ’ere war. I ain’t had no letters from ’er for over four
months, and I carnt ’ear nuthink about the four kids nah, but a bloke
wot lives dahn our street sends me word that she’s sold up the whole
bloomin’ shoot and nobody knows where she is, and the kids is in the
Union. An’ I carnt git out of this blarsted ’ole to see to the kids and
give ’er wot for. Wot are ye goin’ to do about it, Lidy?" That was
what people call a tough proposition, Cornelia, the whole tragedy of
one-half of the war in a nutshell.
I did what I could. I tried to comfort him and took down all the
particulars in the note book already bulging with behests, which it will
probably take me the rest of my natural life to fulfil.
When I got back to England I made the inquiries, put the Salvation Army
angel on the track, and found it all just as he described. His missus
has never been found—she has gone down in the underworld, urged there by
the very same temptations which made Dan’s wife say she had no more use
for Dan. Tasting independence of action and of purse for the first time,
she lost her sense of proportion. With the well-to-do, it is the sweets
of independence that is testing them—with the other sort, the lure of
the separation allowances, which means more money in hand than they had
ever dreamed of before in their poor, narrow, sordid lives.
There’s something all wrong with life, Cornelia. It will have to be
straightened out and evened up, and the poor and the oppressed will have
to taste a little of the glory and the beauty and the dignity of life.
Perhaps that is what the war is for.
Meanwhile the poor bond!
It will have to be recast in the new world we are coming to.
How many of us will stand the test?
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