I never got him back, Cornelia, not as I had him once. He went out very
soon into the world of men, and the things he met there I could not
share. No woman can. When a man fails his young son during those
moulding years of destiny, there is no retrieval. It is the greatest
failure in history or in life.
Mine did not fail his son, and I stood by a little wistfully sometimes,
bolstering my heart with a vision of the days to be, when the grown man,
a child at heart, would creep back to his mother’s arms.
But the day never came. I don’t mind now, for he belongs to me so
utterly. Himself gave him up the day we laid him on the windy hill
above the sea; a chapter of his life that was the most radiant had
_Finis_ written across the page.
But I got my baby back, and can never lose him again.
You must not worry too much about Anne. Girls pass through quite as many
phases as their brothers and some of them are more tiresome. The only
child is an object for commiseration rather than for envy. Growth can
be retarded, sometimes even stopped, by over cultivation. Anne has had
too much waiting on, too much anxiety and sheltering care lavished on
her. She is the product of intensive culture.
But her nature is so sweet and wholesome that she’ll come out on top
yet.
Of course the very best thing that could happen to her, would be to
marry a comparatively poor man and have a lot of children, certainly not
less than six.
I think I see you gasp, but Cornelia, in these words lie hidden one of
the first elemental truths of existence and of happiness. It is what we
were made for—to be mothers of men, and when for one reason or another
we miss, or shirk that high destiny, we have got to pay the price. What
can match the flowers of the field for beauty and strength? Their
sweetness is flung ungrudgingly on a desert world; no man prunes, or
trains or troubles about them; they are the children of mother earth and
greatly do her credit. We shall have to get back to old primeval simple
things where the big issues are concerned. The family, not the solitary
child, but the healthy, sturdy row, "steps and stairs," as we used to
call them, will have to become, as of yore, the basic column of our
national life.
The war which has torn at the very roots of our vaunted civilisation has
revealed to us the canker.
Anne is being as tiresome as a self-willed girl of seventeen can be, and
that is saying much. You see they know everything at that age, and
nobody else knows anything. Parents are back numbers, their only
function to provide the setting for the soaring ambitions, through which
seventeen aims at self-realisation.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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