Don’t worry, because she doesn’t talk to you about it. You are the very
last person in the world she will make a confidant of in such an affair.
You are too near of an age, yet not near enough. Besides, you are her
mother. Don’t bully poor George. He can’t help it. Fathers can’t bring
up girl-children; they only make it more difficult for the mother. He
can’t do anything; and that he isn’t worrying should reassure you, I
think. We have to admit that a man sees further and gets a grip of the
whole, while we are handling sections. Leave it at that. I mustn’t
close without explaining why I am here in the midst of the great camps
stretching right through the heart of Surrey to the sea.
Scenes of unimagined beauty have either disappeared or become so
horribly disfigured as to be unrecognisable. As I ride through the wind
and rain between the long lines of tin and wooden huts, see the felled
timber, the burned heather, all the ugly features of the military camp,
I chalk up more and more against the makers of war.
I feel sorry for all the people who have built lovely homes and lordly
dwelling places among these matchless hills and downs. They have been
so good about it, never grumbling or standing in the way.
I am talking every day to the boys. Last night I was at Bramshott.
But, oh, my dear, it is not the same; the glow and the glory have
departed. Those who radiated that white heat of splendour are sleeping
in quiet graves in France, or Flanders, or on Eastern sands.
I am not suggesting that the stuff here is not as good—in some respects,
it might even be better.
But youth has gone—these men have the deep eyes of seeing men, and their
mouths are grimly set. They are here because they have no choice. I
think your draft bill is splendid, but oh, I hoped great America would
come in on the volunteer basis. There is something different about it,
something more finely subtle. I am conscious of the mighty difference
every time I stand up to speak to them. They are not less determined
that the fight shall be to a finish, but they question more.
They are asking some explanation at the hands of those who claim the
sacrifice of their homes and lives and all men hold dear. Who is to
answer their righteous questioning?
Sometimes in my dreams I see a great Judgment seat where Kings and
Emperors, and diplomats, and politicians, and wire pullers and
profiteers will have to answer to the blood stained hosts they summoned
to fight and die, for what?
I am due back in the French camps in about ten days’ time and I am half
afraid to go. I can’t answer all the questions they will put to me. I
don’t know enough.
In the early days you could play upon their mobile hearts as on a harp
of ten strings; tears and laughter and smiles we had then, all side by
side, with the most glorious courage the world has ever seen.
In some of the battalions now you find the fathers of the boys who sleep
in Flanders and in France.
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