The only chance for those still remaining on her decks was to jump into
the sea. But that takes a special kind of courage; only those who had
it were saved; the rest went down in the awful swirl of the sinking
ship. Himself was picked up by a Japanese destroyer, filled with wonder
that he who had done his day’s work should have been saved, while so
many of his boys, with all their lives in front, should have gone down.
It is a great mystery.
How often have we asked ourselves that kind of question during these
dreadful years. So many of us would have gone so gladly in their place.
They were landed at the port of Savonna. The Italians were
extraordinarily kind to them, furnishing them with food and wine and
clothing of every kind. He enclosed some snapshots—one actually taken
of the sinking ship. There will be people, I am sure, ready with the
camera on the Judgment Day. One of these snapshots depicts Himself in
his riding breeches and leggings and an Italian military cloak, which
makes him look like a bandit.
He lost everything except that which he happened to have on at the
moment. All the lovely new Eastern kit, to say nothing of his
photographs, letters, and dear intimate possessions, are at the bottom
of the sea.
Nothing matters except that he is safe. He has no idea what will happen
to him now—he supposes they will just have to wait for another ship.
Meanwhile he is getting a little respite from the Spartan rigours of one
of the worst cantonments he has ever struck, by being a voluntary
patient in a hospital.
What he says about that is very amusing. He has been accustomed to boss
a hospital, and now he is being very effectively and vigorously bossed.
I fear he is not chastened yet, but only rebellious.
I can smile at it all because my heart is lightened of its load. God
means him to come back to me, or he would have gone down in the
Mediterranean.
It is odd how in this war, you have convictions about this one and that;
the sort of presentiment who will get safely through, and who will never
come back. But they are not always true. I felt so sure about Dick, of
whom I wrote in my last letter. I felt that his kind, the very highest
type of fearless soldier and a fine Christian gentleman, was so much
needed here, that God would care for him specially. When one thinks of
how many like him lie on the blood-soaked fields, one is staggered, and
uncertain about the future of the race.
But we must leave it, leave it all and just hold blindly on. It has
gotten clear beyond us. It is so big and awful, we can just not grasp
it at all.
I am now a little like a Jack of all trades, master of none. Food is
beginning to be spelled with a very large capital and they tell me I
must talk about food. I went to Scotland for that purpose and to speak
at a great meeting in Glasgow Cathedral to commemorate on the 4th of
August those who had fallen in the war.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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