An episode in the doings of the dualized — John Shaqi
An episode in the doings of the dualizedMason, Eveleen Laura
General
An episode in the doings of the dualized
Mason, Eveleen Laura
Aphasia -- Fiction; Paralysis -- Fiction
There were one or two women at his hotel, acquaintances of his, who had
led the life of dressing, dining, party-going and evening dancing or
riding, for an indefinite number of years; women who had tried every
popular watering-place in the summer and many southern resorts in the
winter, and who were getting stout and flashy, both as to diamonds and
general effect; women who had money enough not to need to marry, and
knowledge enough of the general quality of some of the men about them,
not to care to marry; and such a general sense of loneliness and
dissatisfaction with the dullness, staleness, flatness and
unprofitableness of life, as made them not to care to live, and quite
too keen a certainty of a life to come, to at all desire to risk
embarking on that unknown sea on which diamonds and dinners, whist and
mature old flirtations, could not be taken as cargo.
Reginald had often wondered as he sat and talked nothing by the hour to
these women, whether he or they were the most utter failures and bores.
When this problem got too deep for him, he usually went to the bar; in
fact, the bar was his grand resort, most of the time. But when these
same questions presented themselves to these women, very few of them
went to the bar or had the bar brought to them. They usually set to
thinking, and then sometimes cried themselves so sick that their suppers
were sent up to their rooms and eaten with the salt of tears.
Now the difference in these cases of inanity was, that while the first
useless mortal drowned himself in liquor and the second in tears, the
result was the inebriation and steady animalization of the faculties of
the one, while the other certainly escaped being classed with those who
never ate bread in sorrow, and knows not the unseen powers.
The boarders said that there had been what they called “tender passages”
in history, between Mrs. Mancredo and Reginald. She had soft Italian
eyes, which had cried many passionate hours, but they were always cooled
off and black-leaded up; and then with a little pink to make the
tear-stain pinker still, Mrs. Mancredo never looked much the worse for
the honest but baffled scrutiny which she had made of life in general
and her own in particular. But on the reverse, she looked just so much
the better, as she was for the time less hard and world encrusted.
At these times, if Reginald had not been too recently to his throne of
consolation, the bar, he felt quite impressed by the element of
womanliness which was visible in her tear-brightened eyes.
On the evening after he had ventured on Ethelbert’s fuller acquaintance,
and had had that ethical and æsthetic conversation, and the interesting
_tête-a-tête_ with the rosebud, Petrarch and himself, Mrs. Mancredo had
had a good long cry, so-called.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account