An episode in the doings of the dualizedMason, Eveleen Laura
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An episode in the doings of the dualized
Mason, Eveleen Laura
Aphasia -- Fiction; Paralysis -- Fiction
And so they sat looking at one another; he a silly slave to her wiles,
and crushing back the honest longing he had had for her approbation of
his best virtue; and she, a slave to the conditions imposed on
disfranchised womanhood, and crushing back her longing for his
recognition of her individuality and her right to be of sound use to the
world,—practical, sound use. She could not accuse him of deflection from
that virtue which woman is taught to most strenuously hold herself, and
man’s breach of which most cruelly afflicts her. So she accused him of
lying,—a slave’s vice,—which he, not being a slave, need not lean
toward. Thus they played at cross-purposes, neither helping the other
out of the social tangle.
When he rose from the table it was with an angry perplexity.
“What in the mischief has set her to believe that I am such a liar?” he
said to himself.
And as she went up toward her pretty private parlor she was thinking to
herself: “He is as truthful a fellow, as far as his words and promises
go, as I happen to know. But his fickle passions are what I despise him
for. He really thinks I doubt that he has the rosebud and the poem on
his table. I as good as saw them when he said it. But that means another
love; and that is what he was gazing at, with his knife and fork in the
air like a farmer. I’ve got the idea now. They were farmer’s people when
he was twelve or so. He of course had that habit then, and he was
thinking of his early boyhood and fell back into those rough ways. This
new love, this rosebud flame, has something to do with old times. She
can’t be a very young girl, then.”
And so soliloquizing, each within self, they walked up the broad
stairway together.
“Your rosebud took you to boyhood, didn’t it?” she asked, turning square
upon him at the landing, and facing him as he stood on the step below.
“It is no use saying yes or no; you don’t believe me,” said he, with a
blunt boy-directness that seemed to touch her.
“You great goose!” she said. “Of course I believe you.”
“You said you didn’t.”
“Well, what of that?”
“A good deal of it,” said he, indignantly. “I believe you when you tell
me a thing.”
“More goose you!”
He stood and looked at her like one dazed. He was trying so hard that
day to bring his life to firmer foundations; and she stood there
laughing at him as though lies and truths were all jokes together. “Good
heavens, what do you mean! Do you mean that you lie?”
“Yes, that’s what I mean; always do,” said she.
“Then you are lying now?”
“Of course.”
“Oh, then, if you are lying when you say that you lie, you would be
telling the truth then; only if you are telling the truth when you say
you lie, then you are lying.”
“You need to go to sleep and clear your head,” said she coolly.
“Look here now, tell me once, are you truthful?”
“Yes, I am full of truths of one kind and another: oppressively full. I
should like to unload.”
“And yet you say you are a liar?”
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