An episode in the doings of the dualizedMason, Eveleen Laura
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An episode in the doings of the dualized
Mason, Eveleen Laura
Aphasia -- Fiction; Paralysis -- Fiction
“I am sure I can’t understand your notions. Do you mean, you think he is
less miserable than before?” said Mrs. Mancredo, looking toward
Reginald, who sat reading the book from which he was inseparable, as a
very little child reads. The sight of that book made her wild with
nervousness. There seemed something uncanny in the way he had identified
himself with the personages and ideas there. And his numerous polyglot
questions asked in regard to things she could not explain, and his
weird, childlike shrewdness of imagination as to some unseen world of
mind and spirit, were getting to be the horrible thing to Mrs. Mancredo.
From what in the apparently stolid, noncommittal old Reginald, this
spirit of occult divination of the purposes, powers and results of
Petrarch’s struggles, had evolved itself, she could not fancy. And she
was getting so nervous at the steady illumination of his eyes that she
would have given half she was worth to have removed from her memory all
knowledge of his existence. Whether he had become absolutely foolish, or
uncannily wise and weird, she did not know. But her refuge was
Ethelbert; and Reginald’s unaltered fancy for calling Ethelbert
“mother,” seemed to favor Mrs. Mancredo’s dawning hope of a way to get
rid of him helpfully. And as she so thinking stood there, down in the
garden, looking back at him up on the piazza, he called out: “Mother!
mother!” and they both walked quickly to him.
“Let’s have a nice read about ‘of such is the kingdom of heaven,’ and
about the poor boy out of whom the devils were cast. I want to know
about those mighty works, and how power did them.”
Mrs. Mancredo, with an ignorant person’s horror of what may result from
irregularity of mental action, felt it was awful that a man who had lost
the gustatory appetites which render nice food a pleasure to the palate,
should yet, as Ethelbert said, feast on the high thoughts and things of
the unseen realms. For Ethelbert believed he did not _think_ in the
sense of concentrating attention; but, instead, she believed his mind
simply reflected back to his attention what passed in the realms of life
above and anear him, as a lake reflects all that shadows itself upon its
surface; and this she explained to Mrs. Mancredo, adding:
“It is for this reason that I wish he could be always cared for by some
discerning person, who, dwelling unmoved in that beautiful realm which
now has hold on his mind, and who, reading his very thought, would thus
sustain him at peace there, as a student under these angelic teachers,
and so educate him for a real manhood which he would thus yet attain. Do
you understand?”
“No, I don’t understand,” was the blunt response. “All I know is, he has
played out his little play on the stage of life, and has made a tragedy
or farce of it, common enough in this age. He makes me wild with
nervousness sometimes. What do you want me to _do_ with him, for
heaven’s sake?”
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