An episode in the doings of the dualizedMason, Eveleen Laura
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An episode in the doings of the dualized
Mason, Eveleen Laura
Aphasia -- Fiction; Paralysis -- Fiction
“You could take Reginald away from the hotel-life which you dislike, and
which you find so injurious to both of you; and you could get a nice,
rightly adjusted home. And then, from the pure potencies of your
splendid being, you could second nature’s recuperative forces in _him_;
and they, unthwarted and assisted thus by you, will build him up again
into health of body, by giving him a new affluence of mind. Then _mind_
will recreate the body. To accomplish this would perhaps take years of
real mothering-wit and wisdom. But—”
“Years, Ethelbert? I should be an old woman by that time, near my
fifties. What is a woman worth then? And what would this rejuvenated
young scholar care for me? I mean—this is nonsense; and yes, _what would
I be by that time?_”
“You would be a woman who at least would have achieved one defined
object in life. You are now sick of existence. Money spending, dressing,
dining, and days spent in wishing that things and men were different,
have given your active imagination and non-concentrated powers no
comfort for years past. Neither could you get much good by running up
and down the world, trying to get an audience to listen to your
theories. Absolute, concentrated personal work, done well, on the spot
you stand on, will not fatigue you any more than does the toil of mere
self-exhibit and self-protection from the inroads of others on your
property and yourself. You say twelve years hence you will be a woman in
the fifties, if you give these years to work. How old will you be twelve
years hence if you don’t?”
“There are always asylums and skilled people,” she suggested, trembling
with alarm, not so much at the work, as at undertaking to settle herself
to a twelve-years’ job for him. She was very pale, and looked toward the
man with a shrinking, like that in the eyes of a dumb creature being led
at last to the altar of final sacrifice.
“Yes,” said Ethelbert, “there are always asylums; and they are getting
fuller and fuller of people who know so ill how to deal with time, that
fearing, faltering and fightings have landed them there to die, while
their friends outside, fearing, faltering and fighting against their
fears, soon need asylums, too. This man’s trembling intellect would be
ruined by a few months in the average insane asylum. You say you would
be an old woman at fifty if you tried to save that man; tell me, then,
what will you be if you don’t?”
“Mother! mother! please call little Alitza; she can read me the story of
the little leaden soldier; he didn’t fight well; he fell in the gutter.”
Of course that was Reginald’s voice speaking out in good English this
time, which was enfibred by the childish ring of a perfectly carefree
mind, when it is filled with blithe imaginings.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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