An episode in the doings of the dualizedMason, Eveleen Laura
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An episode in the doings of the dualized
Mason, Eveleen Laura
Aphasia -- Fiction; Paralysis -- Fiction
“That day on the balcony when he was destroying the rosebud, his
mother’s spirit touched mine (as mine now touches yours), and she urged
me (as I am now urging you) to bring this child out of his state of
arrested development into harmony with righteousness. She informed me
that in the bonds of matrimony, as well as out, Bertha, mothers often
endure abuse which no creature but man thrusts on his mate; abuse which
devitalizes and poisons the fountain at which, born and unborn, the babe
is fed; and which weakens the nerve substance of the child, by draining
the vital forces of the mother, in a way more ruinous than would be a
sword-thrust.
“This mother with spiritual insistence urged me to keep her son in the
body, and to carry him through this valley of the shadow of death, so as
to enable him to attain a resurrection to newness of life in this body.”
Bertha’s eyes were raised in soul-flaming sympathy with the sufferings
hinted at. Such violence had been done her. For years she had been
hurled into wraths and torments, and into the dangers of that moral
defeat from which she had been delivered by Ethel’s comprehension of her
inward righteousness, as opposed to the outward conditions that had been
thrust upon her, and as opposed to the reputation which she had unjustly
been made to bear.
And of all this she thought. But Ethel’s stated recognition of the
_commonness_ of the outrages put on woman as maid and mother, now
aroused her intelligence as to the _general_ need for a general
enlightenment. But her wrath was inexpressible, and she cried out
suddenly: “O, but he is a fool, that Reginald! If he had treated me well
I could have done him great good. I hate him! I wish he would cease to
live in any world,—could be blasted, blotted out of all worlds, and made
into nothing at all, with a lasting ache of shame to it! For he is a
fool. Miss Ethelbert, it’s—it’s him! That’s who it was!” And she covered
her face, stretched and distorted with loathing, and whispered
dreadfully:
“Let him die as the fool dies; withhold your breath of life from him.
Dead he would be but for the vitality you exhale upon the upper realms
of his being. Let him die! Let him be damned, as he has damned my poor
Waldemar into being! I do hate, hate fools!”
Just so had Mrs. Mancredo said: “I do—dislike sick men.”
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