An episode in the doings of the dualizedMason, Eveleen Laura
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An episode in the doings of the dualized
Mason, Eveleen Laura
Aphasia -- Fiction; Paralysis -- Fiction
Since he was seventeen years old Reginald had bought all the high-priced
things that our fast civilization has to offer in exchange for “soul,”
and now the ashes of that past were beginning to grit between his teeth;
for he had a sweet memory of peace, purity and of an harmonious-purpose
which glinted across his mind angelically as the remains of what had
been his baby guesses at real manhood. But this dream, and the sainted
mother who had inspired it, had both been devastated by the ignorant
animalism of the elder Grove. So when the mother-spirit was released
from earth’s control, little Regie’s waiting eyes turned to his father;
and watching, he perceived that his father’s shrewd bargaining instincts
resulted in increased wealth, which made it possible for him to sow a
big crop of gilded misery, and still to pay his son’s bills, while he
did likewise; and that doing all this he was yet flattered as a
millionaire. So you see, beloved as was his mother’s memory and distinct
as had been her teachings to his baby mind, they became but “woman’s
notions” when contradicted by his father’s practices, and by the
licensing laws of paternal government which assure young men they may
sin freely, and yet be wealthy and wise; and healthy, too, if nostrums
will make them so.
For a time Reginald believed this, seeing the nation’s fathers had by
license laws practically declared it. And as the wisdom of the nation’s
mothers had been placed under silence as deep as the grave, “no cause or
impediment being shown to forbid the banns” between his soul and
corruption, he rushed on in the paths prepared for feet like his. But
lately he did not feel very healthy; and as for his wealth, he feared
that was getting a bit rickety, and his wisdom was hardly at par.
So these were Reginald’s character “roots.” But it was the one little
radical, or true-life fibre, which vibrated with a thrill when he first
met Ethelbert Daksha. At the instant, it seemed to him as though the
mirage which ever floated up from the fens of his unrecorded life, was
swept away by a breath from over the jasper walls of the eternal city.
That curious look out of Ethelbert’s eyes, so all-comprehending, pitiful
and yet unmoved, held him, as his mother’s eyes had always done in the
past; and he had not a word to say. He felt as such men feel when
conscious of the moral distance between their private lives and the
lives of sweet girl acquaintances.
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