An essay towards a theory of apparitions — John Shaqi
An essay towards a theory of apparitionsFerriar, John
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An essay towards a theory of apparitions
Ferriar, John
Apparitions; Hallucinations and illusions
“The longer these phantoms continued to appear the more frequently
did they return, while at the same time they encreased in number
about four weeks after they had first appeared. I also began to hear
them talk, the phantoms sometimes conversed among themselves, but
more frequently addressed their discourse to me; their speeches were
commonly short and never of an unpleasant turn. At different times
there appeared to me both dear and sensible friends of both sexes,
whose addresses tended to appease my grief, which had not yet wholly
subsided: these consolatory speeches were in general addressed to me
when I was alone, sometimes I was accosted by these consoling friends
while in company, frequently while real persons were speaking to me.
These consolatory addresses consisted sometimes of abrupt phrases, and
at others, they were regularly connected.”
“Though both my mind and body were in a tolerable state of sanity all
this time, and these phantasms became so familiar to me that they did
not cause me the slightest uneasiness, and I even sometimes amused
myself with surveying them, and spoke jocularly of them to my physician
and my wife; I yet did not neglect to use proper medicines, especially
when they began to haunt me the whole day, and even at night as soon as
I awaked.”
“At last it was agreed that leeches should be again applied to me,
as formerly; which was actually done, April 20th 1791, at eleven
o’clock in the morning. No person was with me besides the surgeon;
but during the operation my chamber was crowded with human phantasms
of all descriptions. This continued uninterruptedly till about half
an hour after four o’clock, just when my digestion commenced. I then
perceived that they began to move more slowly. Soon after, their colour
began to fade, and at seven o’clock they were entirely white. But
they moved very little, though the forms were as distinct as before:
growing however by degrees more obscure; yet not fewer in number as
had generally been the case. The phantoms did not withdraw, nor did
they vanish; which previous to that time had frequently happened. They
now seemed to dissolve in the air; while fragments of some of them
continued visible a considerable time. About eight o’clock the room was
entirely cleared of my fantastic visitors.”
“Since this time I have felt, twice or three times a sensation as if
these phantasms were going to re-appear; without however actually
seeing any thing. The same sensation surprised me just before I drew
up this account, while I was examining some papers relative to these
apparitions which I had drawn up in the year 1791.”
This is one of the extreme cases of delusion, which a man of strong
natural judgment has ventured to record of himself. Cardan, who fancied
himself visited by supernatural impulses, never produced so marvellous
a story.
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